Thursday, November 30, 2006

busy day~!
cos carol on 1/2 day.
denn alot of jobs assigned.
billings. print weekly report and pin on my boss notice board, calculate nett fee for the last month, call up various hotel to check for quotations and blah blah blah.
really kept me super occupied for the whole day!
calls keep coming in and stuff.
=/
but gud lah.
at least my mind is busy and no time to think of rubbish stuffys.

im putting on weight i guess..
=X
my table got a pack of pocky, "children" biscuit and chocolatez!
wahaha*
haven start eating them.
i think better not,
if not i'm gonna gain back all the weight i have lost.
which is a big NO NO!

cant stand this lappy le.
kana spyware!
haven reformat yet..
super duper laggy.
start-up need more than 10 mins.
which is so badish can.
-sigh-
need to get cd-r for kor kor.
so he can burn the thingy to reformat my lappy.
den i also can burn songs.
very long nv burn songs into cd le.
the generation is different le.
with all those latest device,
i think many of us already forget the feeling of lyk buying a cd from a cd shop.
either we download or rip from friends.
i wana create my own cd.
with all my fave songs!
=)

think i turning in soon le.
quite tired today.
still thinkin whether to go work tml.
=(
very sianz.
have to attend dinner at night.
so whats my plan tml?
haahs*

-UNKNOWN-

okays.
nights.
i lurve tish evening!
sweetz.
<3





hold me TIGHT:and NEVER let go-11:40 PM

Wednesday, November 29, 2006

okays..
what should i blog today?
naging?complaints?sorrow?
in short, im going to let out my fraustration!
wahaha*

tiring day for me!
work til 6.20pm!!!
-sigh-
what to do.
task given, have to complete it.
busy busy busy...
im CONTRADICTING!
when i got nothing to do, i will pray and crave for some " exciting " work.
but when i got tons of things to do, i hope i can be free.
human never satisfy oneself.
-.-"

gosh!
i need PEACE!
really need peace for a moment!
so many things haven been happening around me recently.
kinda unable to cope.
i gonna breakdown soon i think.
i really cant handle so many things at a time.
i'm lost..
really lost.
who's there for me?
really need a shoulder to lean on.
have a gud cry...

i wana a gud hug.
i really cant take it anymore.
heartache. messy mind. stupid thinkings.
why me?
why always add the burden on me?
why im the one always kana all these shit.
-sigh-
im just so unlucky this year..
everyting seems to be falling against me.
i scare i will go bonkers every minute.
im so scare!

dun feel like blogging le...
bye guys!
nitey-nitez.
=)

hold me TIGHT:and NEVER let go-9:39 PM

Tuesday, November 28, 2006

what is happening to my life?
my life seems so dramatic everyday.
its so on and off thingy.
im suffocating. ;need a GOOD break!
i dun wana stay in fear always.
i *praying* for a better day!

seems when have i became so weak.
just feel so weakling.
cant even defend myself, nor im able to fight for my rights..
just who am i to everyone.
in everyone's eyes,
i really wonder how i stand and where do i stand.
i feel so unconfident then ever.

i do feel sad.
yesh, of cos i do!
im pretending, im putting a mask.
dun u feel that im different.
-sigh-
mebe u dun.
i have no choice.
i cant be crying over a spilled milk everyday.
thats not me..
i lurve smiles ;i hate tears.
till now u still dun understand.

*hidding is something which i will do when i dun face the fact. i know im sad. BUT.. there's just no tears dropping down. maybe, im really tired..*

am i not use to what i am now?
singlehood.
always been craving to be single when im attached.
but..
now i am single, yet i hope there is someone to lurve and care.
=/
i never regret making this decision.
maybe i will in the future.
but..
not for the moment i tink.
dun care if there is anyone who support / oppose my decision,
what done is done.
like i said, i wont cry over spilled milk.
" cheer up girl! "
these 3 words are what i said to myself every morning.
=)
get back to the cheerful rainy is all i wish for.

gosh.
im typing longer and longer le.
okays.
shall end here le.
gotta get back to my work le.
=))
shall blog again tonight.

_moody.rainy






hold me TIGHT:and NEVER let go-2:00 PM

Monday, November 27, 2006

yeah!
i finally finish this blog myself, without anyone's help.
hees*
=X

after so many doneky days and months or year,
i finally found a skin i like and decide to stary my blog all over again.
=)
new blog ;new life ;new ME!
i wana start afresh.
dun wana be the old rainy girl le.
i want to be a "grow up"!

actually dunno what to write yet,
cos my mind is kinda blank now.
=/

the weather is so cool norh.
gud for sleeping!
im also turning in soon le.
tomorrow still must go work, finish up all those shit works.
-sigh-
when will 9feb'07 come?
it seems so far away...

gonna be a loner x'mas for me again le.
=((
hope there will be surprises for me.
wahaha!
*i wiish...*

okays.
its time for bed!
nitey-nitez.

@;}---



hold me TIGHT:and NEVER let go-8:51 PM

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VALENTINE
Performed by MARTINA MCBRIDE

If there were no words
No way to speak
I would still hear you
If there were no tears
No way to feel inside
I'd still feel for you

And even if the sun refused to shine
Even if romance ran out of rhyme
You would still have my heart until the end of time
You're all I need, my love, my Valentine

All of my life
I have been waiting for
All you give to me
You've opened my eyes
And showed me how to love unselfishly

I've dreamed of this a thousand times before
But in my dreams I couldn't love you more
I will give you my heart
Until the end of time...
You're all I need, my love, my Valentine

And even if the sun refused to shine
Even if romance ran out of rhyme
You would still have my heart until the end of time
'Cause all I need is you, my Valentine
You're all I need, my love, my Valentine

reminisce
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
April 2008


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