im blog is growing spiderweb soon le.
been sucha long time since i last blog.
same old words, im busy with my work..
=//
some stuff happened at home too.
hmmm. tink now should be okays le bah.
kinda lost.. tish time really really L-O-S-T! ):
i dunno how to explain. i dunno how to express myself. i just hope someone can understand what im going thru. who knows and who does?
some will say im whineing again. but other then whineing, i really dunno what else i can do to destress.
):


changed my blog song to Valentine by Martina McBride.
lurve it.
i wana change my blogskin. anyone got any nice skin to intro?
or anyone can help me do one?
hees*


thanks dear! (: i know euu did alot to reassure me and make me feel better. thanks. i really feel safe in your arms. just that im scare to leave euu..
hmmm. euu will *piak* me when euu get to read what i write lor. haahs*
bleah! =pPp
someone ish snoring away~! =D *oppss*


counting down..
12th October going for a Pre-Admission test and CT scan. =//
kinda scare scare after hearing they might need to inject something into my veins for that CT scan. have to bring my daddy down with me cos im not 21years old yet.
thought i can hide from them about my operation de.
no choice. i let them know le.
ya.. im going for an operation on the 19th. but gotta admit to hospital on the 18th.
haish.
so mafan. applied leave le.
hmmm.
hasnt been sleeping well ever since i book the operation date.
has been feeling so emo and i often cry whenever i think about going for the operation.
):
hmmm..
NO SCAR PLEASE~!
my doctor promised to do a good job and a no-scar op.
hope he dont lie larh.
haish...


its weekend!
no plans yet.
wanna have a good rest i think.
okays larhs.
shall end here le.

weekend its here again.
(:
morning woke up and rushed to my medical appointment.
im broke!
no shopping-spree for me AGAIN!
=/
$208 for consultation and a scope.
ex larhs. what to do.. its raffles hospital! -.-"
need to do a scan. and that scan will cos another $450. after which i must do a surgery and i dunno how much the surgery will cost.
gosh!
ya, i shouldnt go to raffles. but how much cheaper can govement hospital be?
im not rich. why must this thing happen on me?
no one understands how i feel.
why im always trouble by financial problems.
raaahhhhh`
i wish i had skipped and miss this appointment.
first - i can save that 200 bucks.
second - i can dun know about my condition.
okays.
im ranting. i need to dis-stress.
no matter how much i rant also no use. no help or solution will be given bah.
like what my boy says, im a ku-bao.
yesh i am!
in front of everyone i can be so happy.. but when im all alone, i will just cry like a baby. i need a hug! i just want to make sure im not alone. i promised myself to be strong.. but i just cant. ):


when one person suay, that person really can be damn suay.
me is a damn gud example.
first i got a not-so-gud news from the doctor. second i fell down at caueway point! its damn fraking paiseh can. fcuk! i just hate those people. ppl fell down very funny meh?! i'll make sure next time euu fell down ppl will laugh at euu too~!
idiotic. though its pain at my right tigh & my butt. but still i must rush to get my boy a new set of clothing. he get himself all wet while washing his vehicle at his factory.
anyway, its sweet to shop fer yer lurve ones.
boy, glad that euu like the top and button. sorry i bought the wrong boxer.
haahs* i should buy boxer and not boxer short. =/


haiish..
im lost.
who can guide me along?
i guess no one bah.
who really cares about me?
or do yer still rem there's a fren name RAIN?

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VALENTINE
Performed by MARTINA MCBRIDE

If there were no words
No way to speak
I would still hear you
If there were no tears
No way to feel inside
I'd still feel for you

And even if the sun refused to shine
Even if romance ran out of rhyme
You would still have my heart until the end of time
You're all I need, my love, my Valentine

All of my life
I have been waiting for
All you give to me
You've opened my eyes
And showed me how to love unselfishly

I've dreamed of this a thousand times before
But in my dreams I couldn't love you more
I will give you my heart
Until the end of time...
You're all I need, my love, my Valentine

And even if the sun refused to shine
Even if romance ran out of rhyme
You would still have my heart until the end of time
'Cause all I need is you, my Valentine
You're all I need, my love, my Valentine


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