wanted to go visit my grandma, in the end never go..
=//
sometimes do think that i had negelected some impt stuff in my life. like my grandma. its like a month since i last met here. ): -ahma,i miss euu!-
everyone always busy with their own life. things are being miss-ed* out one by one.
i miss-ed* my dear friends. i hope they miss me too.
we always say "meetup soon!" but that soon never comes..
hais..
i just miss them so..
whole sunday gone just like that.
basically i did nothing.
-sigh-
i miss going out on sunday.
i really miss doing so much things on a weekend..
but..
life just so busy for some of us and ya.
finding time to get together is really a difficult task.
RAAHHHHH~!
hold me TIGHT:and NEVER let go-7:39 PM
Saturday, July 28, 2007
chilly saturday. din go fer medical checkup which i intended to do today. so.. i have to go next saturday to do the checkup if not i will DIE! its a checkup which the company wants all newcomers to do bah. so.. =/ anyway, ytd was so tiring. having to go thru a whole day orientation. lucky got susan-mummy to accompany me. (:
alone at my bf's house. haahs* just finish watching 200 Pounds Beauty. *thumbs up* for this movie. really damn nice can. and like what xinhue had said, its damn touching. and as a result, water tap was on again. i cried near the ending larhs. =x
anyone knows how much to extract a widsom tooth? i can conclude i really have a widsom tooth growing. =/ any dental to recommend? please dun recommend those ex dental hor, im not that wealthy enough. wahahaha* anyway, really need advise from ppl who had their widsom tooth extract. i know NS men can pluck fer FREE! so dun need advise from those NSF. =PpP bleah! kidding larhs.
very long never blog le. due to my working hours. everyday after work im so tired. can go to bed as early as 8 or 9 plus. but, working at SONY still alright larhs. coming monday gonna take over my ex-colleague's job le. hope i can do it! (:
okays larhs. shall blog later.
hold me TIGHT:and NEVER let go-3:27 PM
Sunday, July 22, 2007
MORNING~! =D its raining cats and dogs outside. chilly weather; a nice weather to sleep. just reach home some time ago. poor baby still has to work on a raining Sunday. ): thanks dear! euu really did alot fer me and i really really appreciated everything that euu had done fer me. hearts euu* ((: i cant sleep! not having any insomnia. its my gastric that is hurting me. its freaking damn pain and i dun even know why. =/ arrgh!!!
anyone got 迷路兵 song? got a few songs damn nice larhs. dear wanted to buy their disc, we think and think in the end never buy. -.-" haahs* so if any kind soul has their song can send me? i finally found their songs on imeem. one of my favourite is 适应. dunno why, just fell in love with this song the first time i hear it. and i actually set this song as my bye-bye-ring-ring tone. wahahaha* =D or should i just go get their album? the last cd i have ever bought is Jay's previous album, which is like last year. hmmm. anyway, i shall upload the song here to share with euu guys.
im hungry! hungry hungry! =x im getting fat again. haiish. slim down awhile den gain back weight when i dun maintain. time flies.. its 6plus in the morning le. i really should go rest and have my beauty sleep le. (: enjoy sleeping everyone!
DARLING, TODAY IS OUR 99th DAYS TOGETHER!
as euu had said, 99 means 长长久久.
HEARTS EUU!
LOVE LOVE!
hold me TIGHT:and NEVER let go-6:17 AM
Saturday, July 21, 2007
its a wonderful saturday!
after 4days of work, i finally get my very first rest day. (:
oh ya,
i actually working at SONY now.
hees* just started work on tuesday.
so far so good. everything is fine. quiet working environment with friendly people around.
i dun understand logistic at all.
but im sure im able to learn and pick up everything soon.
haahs* today gonna give everyone a meaningful lesson in life.
wanna share this story;
my very FIRST lesson: Priorities in Life! (The Mayonnaise Jar and 2 cups of Coffee)
When things in your life seems almost too much to handle;
when 24hours in a day are not enough;
remember the mayonnaise jar and the 2 cups of coffee theory..
A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in font of him.
When the class began, he wordlessly picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls.
He then asked the students if the jar was full.
They agreed that it was.
The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar.
He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled into the open area between the golf balls.
He then asked the students again if the jar was full.
They agreed it was.
The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else.
He asked once more if the jar was full.
The student responded with an unanimous "yes".
The professo then produced two cups of coffee from under the table and poured the entire contents into the jar, effectibely filling the empty space between the sand.
The student laughed.
"Now," said the professor as the laughter subsided,
"I want you to recognize that this jar represents your life."
The golf balls are the IMPORTANT things:
- your family,
- your children,
- your health,
- your friends and
- your favourite passions.
and if everything else was lost and only they remained;
your life would still be full.
The pebbles are the OTHER things that matter, like:
- your job,
- your house and
- your car.
The sand is EVERYTHING ELSE..
meaning, the small and not important stuff.
"If you put the sand into the jar first," he continued.
"there is no room for pebbles or the golf balls."
The same goes for LIFE.
If you spend all your time and energy on the small stuff,
you will never have room for the things that are important to you.
"Pay attention to the things that are critical to your happiness."
Play with your children.
Take time to do medical checkups.
Take your spouse out to dinner.
Play another 18.
There will always be time to clean the house and fix the disposal.
Take care of the golf balls first
-- the things that really matters to you --
Set your priorities.
"The rest is just sand."
One of the student raised her hand and inquired what the coffee represented.
The professor smiled.
"I'm glad that you asked."
"It just goes to show you that no matter how full your life may seem;
there's always room for a couple of cups of coffee with a friend."
hope everyone likes the story i had share with euu.
(:
ENJOY!
hold me TIGHT:and NEVER let go-4:09 PM
Monday, July 09, 2007
MONDAY! (:
darling slept over at my place last night. hees*
me too went to bed earlier then wad i normally do.
have to tune my body-clock back soon.
seeing those eyebags and dark circles, really IRRITATES me!
=/
my complexion had gone so BAD too. ARRRGH!!!!!
oh gosh,
im whining again.
=x
okays larhs
actually i blog just to blog a song.
FIREHOUSE - I LIVE MY LIFE FOR YOU
on my bro's bdae,
some of them actually sang this song while khai is playing the guitar.
and jess told me she gonna learn how to play the cord and ya,
she gonna play it fer her dar on their 3rd year anniversary.
how sweet of her right?
(:
now im ib lurve with this song.
looking at the lyrics,
i also got the urge to learn to play the cord fer this song then record and ya..
do a very own cd then give it to him fer pressie.
wahhahah*
oh gosh!
he will come to see my blog de.
shucks!
>.<
bleah! =pPp
darling still playing PSP larhs.
guys really can get so into their game and forget about how tired they are and they can give up their sleeps just to chiong finish the game.
hais.
he and his need fer speed carbon.
boooo!
okays,
enuff of my talking. i shall share the song with euu guys.
ENJOY!
=D
You know you're everything to me
And I could never see the two of us apart
And you know I give myself to you
And no matter what you do I promise you my heart
I've build my world around you and I want you to know
I need you like I've never needed anyone before
CHORUS
I live my life for you
I want to be by your side in everything that you do
And if there is only one thing you can believe is true
I live my life for you
I dedicate my life to you
You know that I would die for you
But our love would last forever
And I will always be with you
And there is nothing we can't do
As long as we're together
I just can't live my life without you and I want you to know
I need you like I've never needed anyone before
CHORUS REPEAT
I've built my world around you and I want you to know
I need you like I've never needed anyone before
CHORUS REPEAT
Woh yeah I live my life for you
*.dar,iwanalivemylifejustfereuu! =]
hold me TIGHT:and NEVER let go-11:28 PM
Sunday, July 08, 2007
i hate to be alone. i dunwan to be alone. i cant be alone. but.. what to do, im always alone.. i used to lurve weekend so much but now, i just HATE it so much! soon im gonna be a loner lyk my elder bro liao. =/ -sigh- please please, hope i get the job tml. if not i really going crazy le. staying home is a torture to me. having nothing to do and letting my mind goes wild is a cruel torture. i cant take it anymore! ):
its a wonderful sunday but im home. noone ask me out; neither do i have friends to go out with me. dar went JB with his family. (hope euu enjoy yerself. at least on yer off day, euu are spending time with yer family. like what euu told me, euu hope to bring yer mummy out often.) i think i miss out alot of beautiful things in my life. i think i really do.. used to have tight schedules fer the whole week. having outing and full of activities. but now, im so damn free! what is happening to me? my life is just lyk taking a roller-coaster ride. what on earth is happening?
just finish bathing. (: feel so fresh now. hees. finally got show to watch larhs. whole afternoon, channel 8 was like playing those old shows. wahahaha* too bad i got no SCV, if not i can whole day stay home watch show i also wont complain le. hees. sometimes really hate my kor kor larhs. like deaf lor. on music must on til the loudest. then i on my tv he must compete the volume with me. arrgh! hais..
suddenly dunno what to blog sia. waiting fer dar to come over my place. okays larh, i shall blog later when im bored. *wink* ((:
hold me TIGHT:and NEVER let go-7:16 PM
Friday, July 06, 2007
late at night.
hmmm.. im here to blog another nice song.
introduce by xiinhuee! (: *thumbs up* its real nice can.
kinda emo after dinner with dar's family due to my dad's call.
=/ forget it, dun talk about it le bah.
came home by myself.
(im just so pampered larhs. miss my dar fetching me. *cheekysmile)
watched incredible tales by myself too. so scary can.
haahs* im just so timid. wana watch yet i will always frighten myself.
anyway, shall let euu guys enjoy the song below.
=]
Title: Listen To Your Heart (Slow)
Sang By: DHT
I know there's something in the wake of your smile.
I get a notion from the look in your eyes, yea.
You've built a love but that love falls apart.
Your little piece of heaven turns too dark.
Listen to your heart when he's calling for you.
Listen to your heart there's nothing else you can do.
I don't know where you're going and I don't know why,
but listen to your heart before you tell him goodbye.
Sometimes you wonder if this fight is worthwhile.
The precious moments are all lost in the tide, yea.
They're swept away and nothing is what is seems,
the feeling of belonging to your dreams.
And there are voices that want to be heard.
So much to mention but you can't find the words.
The scent of magic,
the beauty that's been when love was wilder than the wind.
hold me TIGHT:and NEVER let go-12:11 AM
Thursday, July 05, 2007
im here to introduce nice song again le.
(:
this time, found this song in anne's blog. hence i went to download and upload it on my imeem.
girl, euu always have nice songs larhs.
hees*
must share more with me okays?
Title: Wait For You
Artist: Elliot Yamin
I never felt nothing in the world like this before Now I’m missing you and I’m wishing you would come back through my door Why did you have to go? You could have let me know; so now I’m all alone
Girl you could have stayed but you wouldn’t give me a chance With you not around it’s a little bit more than I can stand And all my tears they keep runnin’ down my face Why did you turn away?
So why does your pride make you run and hide Are you that afraid of me? But I know it’s a lie what you keep inside This is not how you want it to be
So baby I will wait for you Cause I don’t know what else I can do Don’t tell me I ran out of time If it takes the rest of my life
Baby I will wait for you If you think I'm fine it just ain’t true I really need you in my life No matter what I have to do I’ll wait for you
Been a long time since you called me (How could you forget about me) You gotta be feeling crazy How can you walk away (When) Everything stays the same I just can’t do it baby
What will it take to make you come back Girl I told you what it is and it just ain’t like that Why can’t you look at me? You’re still in love with me Don’t leave me crying
Baby why can’t we just start all over again Get it back to the way it was If you give me a chance I can love you right But you’re telling me it won’t be enough
So baby I will wait for you Cause I don’t know what else I can do Don’t tell me I ran out of time If it takes the rest of my life
Baby I will wait for you If you think I'm fine it just ain’t true I really need you in my life No matter what I have to do I’ll wait for you
So why does your pride make you run and hide Are you that afraid of me? But I know it’s a lie what you’re keeping inside That is not how you want it to be
Baby I will wait for you Baby I will wait for you If it’s the last thing I do
Baby I will wait for you Cause I don’t know what else I can do Don’t tell me I ran out of time If it takes the rest of my life
Baby I will wait for you If you think I'm fine it just ain’t true I really need you in my life No matter what I have to do I’ll wait for you I’ll be waiting …
i just came back from Raffles Place larhs. went there to pass Cassandra her jacket then met up with Dre to have our lunch. a bit expensive lunch we should say. but what to do.. at that kinda foodcourt. -sigh- girl, next time we go Golden Shoe Complex to have our cheap and yummy lunch okays? hees* bought 3 chocos at Watson. 2 is Hershey Bar. one is Dark Chocolate, the other is Cookies & Chocolate. that Watson din sell Cookies & Cream. then i also bought a small version of Apollo Choco. its strawberry on top and choco below. i love the latter. =] *yums* okays. i should chaoz fer awhile le. miss-ed* my afternoon drama liao. wahaha* shall blog again. (:
hold me TIGHT:and NEVER let go-3:06 PM
Wednesday, July 04, 2007
was at my dar's place since last night.
sleep till noon time den wakey.
(: SHIOK!
his place is damn peaceful when it suppose to be. noone to disturb. no unwanted noises. *thumbs up*
im a light-sleeper, hence any soft noise or light movement can wake me up le.
=// not gud larhs. seldom i can sleep soundly throughout the night.
thanks to the quietness and peaceful at yer place dear.
okays, i have to cont that silly game bertina has invented or introduce.
saw xinhui's blog. thought what happen hence when to take a look.
who knows, im asked to do the following :-
Each player of the game starts off by giving 6 weird things about themselves. People who get tagged needs to write in a blog of their own 6 weird things as well as state the rules clearly. In the end, you'll need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names.
okays. i have to write 6 weird thingys about me. then tag at 6 diff peeps blog to ask them do the following. sorry pals who kana my tag. wahahaha* =D
1) i lurve to watch my dar sleeps. (: (hope it do sounds weird to euu guys. hees*)
2) i can finish one whole tub of ice-cream when im feeling down.
3) im self-obsess with myself and lurve to be treated as a princess. *wink*
4) im afraid of hot weather and neither can i stand cold places. wahaha*
5) i cant be alone, but i can shop alone.
6) i lurve to watch horror muvees yet im afraid of them.
hmmm. hope the above do some weird to euu peeps.
okays.
who shall be the 6 to tio this silly game?
they are..
1) Anne
2) Dre
3) JJ
4) Miki (my lil bro)
5) Rebecca
6) YH
SORRY! girlies & my dear bros, pls do as follow larhs. its a bit lame but fun larhs.
hees*
((:
channel 5 is showing Exocist : The Begining.
should i watch it? haahs* i scare i will have nightmare.
hmmm. think i give up ba.
darl will nag at me fer being stupid to watch horror mvuee and making myself so frighten to go bed.
A round diamond is classic and timeless, just like your styleYour diamond will always look with the times - and goes with everythingOf all diamonds, round diamonds show the most sparkleThey are often chosen by sweet, dependable women who make marriage their #1 priority.
its a sunday! haahs* to me no difference. just another day at home ba. down with sorethroat. think its my stupid widsom tooth giving me problem. think fever coming soon. but who cares? just let myself fall sick and ya. have a gud rest then. -sigh-
1st July. GST increased to 7%. i cant sleep this morning and i was like counting the differences. its really ALOT when euu see it in a long-term thingy. GSS has been going on fer like a month le, but i have yet to get anythg. NOT A SINGLE THING! ): -sigh sigh sigh- i miss-ed* shopping. i miss-ed* singing k. i miss-ed* muvee-ing. i have so much miss-ed* stuff. i just miss-ed* those sundays with euu. exploring around, going JB and just slacking with euu. sometimes i do think im getting more and more demanding le. with yer heavy work load. with yer unfix working hours. with euu getting so tired after work everyday, i start to be miss-ed* those days we just nua together. mebe im just so superglued to euu le bah. think euu are suffocating le.. mebe i should really give euu some time to be alone ba. ):
recently im just so emo. i dun understand myself le. i hate myself for behaving this way. i hate pretending to be alright. arrrgh! i need a shoulder to cry on. really. i just wanna someone to be there fer me to lean on. gekpeng & xinhui, i really wana be strong and stay strong. but i really dunno how le. sorry.
fuck! why am i crying. nabei.. i really hate it. think i should stop bloggin le. off to do my salary at aranda then meet xinhue le. its going to rain le...
ijustwannaspendmoretimewitheuu. ):
hold me TIGHT:and NEVER let go-1:48 PM
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If there were no words
No way to speak
I would still hear you
If there were no tears
No way to feel inside
I'd still feel for you
And even if the sun refused to shine
Even if romance ran out of rhyme
You would still have my heart until the end of time
You're all I need, my love, my Valentine
All of my life
I have been waiting for
All you give to me
You've opened my eyes
And showed me how to love unselfishly
I've dreamed of this a thousand times before
But in my dreams I couldn't love you more
I will give you my heart
Until the end of time...
You're all I need, my love, my Valentine
And even if the sun refused to shine
Even if romance ran out of rhyme
You would still have my heart until the end of time
'Cause all I need is you, my Valentine
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