i look tipsy. hugs* anne. with dre.
Okays. thats about all.
hees*
still got more picts coming out.
wait patiently.
*wink*
*/ i lurve bring myself.
hold me TIGHT:and NEVER let go-3:38 PM
Silly Me. . .
i wish-ed* i never do what my mind told me to do. i hope its all a dream.
but.. whats the point of turning back time when what done is done.
he's angry.
so.. what can i do now?
nothing i guess.
a moment of sillyness had changed some part of us.
but..
it brought back some memories of the past.
his reaction is the same as "J".
so whats the point of saying euu wont be like him, when euu are behaving the same as him?
forget it.
gahhh~!
din wan to blog.
just want to be lazy.
wana spend my rest of the holidays happily.
2 more days.
gonna be a no-life me again le bah.
have to start work. thou its the same place same people.
but.. different jobscope. different treatment.
no longer an interin but a full-timer of KF.
stress up me.
im afraid. im just so scare.
but. noone knows i guess.
)):
*wish me all the best peepz.*
i lurve BoA's new album.
especially winetr lurve!
nice song!
and i lurve her key of heart.
the MTV for Olympus commercial is so touching and nice can.
everything of her is just so beautiful.
=DD
say wana upload photos also haven.
aiyo.
im just so lazy can.
wahahah*
will upload in the next entry.
=pPp
dun feel like bloggin or updating what i had did for the past few days or even about CNY.
cos basically is nothing much.
never went for much house-visiting.
CNY this year is so dull can..
angbao is jus so little till haiyo..
but..
there's still fun parts lah.
will tell euu guys later!
end here.
cos im in a stupid down mood now.
my mind is in a stupid mess.
=/
// six lollis gone~ //
*/ sorry. im just so silly..
hold me TIGHT:and NEVER let go-2:37 PM
Monday, February 19, 2007
im touched~!
wondering who can make me so touched right.
whahaha*
just a casual comment : where's my lollipops?
the outcome is : i got 23 lollipops just in like one hrs time after i said those words.
although dun have my most wanted lemon-flavour lolli, but i still got my 2nd most wanted flavour, which is the strawberry! =DD
thanks to HIM!
super-duper shocked when he msg me saying his under my blk. no choice have to go down lor. was so surprised when he passed me the packet of lollis.
really really touched!
thanks so much. i will enjoy eating them.
so whats the meaning behind 23?
asked him why bought 23 sticks, he dunwan say.
-.-''
sounds like the new show " Number 23 ".
wahahaha*
hmmm. at first i thought is jus a number. but think and think mebe there's really meaning behind it.
anyhow, im still in the state of shock.
sat down under blk and chat. yah. its been so long since we last met and catch things up with each other. somehow i feel so nervous. mebe because we too too long nv meet le bah.
encounter so many things on my way up.
saw a man lying flat with his face down on the floor motionless! =//
next, saw a bowl with rice, fried egg and vegi, with a cup of drink on a platform outside the shop under my blk.
haahs*
kinda eerrie can.
and ya, he nv stop scaring me even after i enter the lift.
okays.
shall end here le.
-one lolli gone-
HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR!
ITS PIGGY 2007!
GONG XI GONG XI!!!
*. a night of sweetness.
hold me TIGHT:and NEVER let go-12:33 AM
Wednesday, February 14, 2007
happy valentine's day!
to those singles out there, dun be sad or what. its a friendship day too. so ask ur single friends out!
((=
as for those who are attached, spend this romantic day with ur precious. have a wonderful night ya.
yups.
wishes and greetings done.
back to me.
so where im heading to on this special day?
not with him. *sad*
but.. with her.
my dearest girl, von!
really gonna thank her lor. always make my day. always there when i feel so lost.
gonna spend this lovers-everywhere day with her at our usual hangout place.
CCK de Kbox!
wahahaha*
anyone going there or wana go k, pls give me a ring. can join me and von!
((=
please dont ask why he nv ask me out or why i nv ask him out.
cos my answer is " i dunno! ".
kinda sad. but i actually prepared le la.
so, nothing to be really disappointed about lor.
at least i still got a true friend to spend this day with me.
i had learnt to look on the brighter side of life le.
yups.
sound not like the girl u people know hor.
hees*
how i wish i got surprise when i wake up tomorrow.
wana receive roses, or my fave white tulips.
i know i know. dun daydream right.
haahs*
no la.
must get use to lonely festives.
my poor kor kor must be more lonlier than me ba.
=/
really really hope his righ-one will come soon!
as for my lil' bro, hope he and girl will be everlasting.
((=
okays la.
think i end here le.
suddenly feel so emo again.
but,
im okays!
gonna upload my pics that i took recently, especially at MoS de tomorrow.
kinda tired after watching 4dvds today.
they are kungfu mahjong, my kungfu sweetheart, silk, saw 3.
=//
okays.
Nights peeps.
*.___ precious, happy valentine!
hold me TIGHT:and NEVER let go-12:36 AM
Sunday, February 11, 2007
090207, Friday
ENDED!
yesh! attachment ended. it ended in quite a simple. normal way. quietly i left the company that day.
but but..
i will be a full-timer worker in KF from 26/02 onwards!
yesh, they offer to keep mi back!
*woo
im so damm super happy can!
positiong held : Asst. Coordinator i think.
job scope: assist the four ladies. helping them in the billings first. then slowly get to learn how to handle important task. ((:
im looking forward!
hope and pray i can do and complete all task given to me.
kinda scared!
=//
went back home straight after work.
but..
went to meet my family up at admiratly for dinner and some CNY shopping.
walk home with kor with heavy bags of mandrain oranges.
so heavy can!
anyway rush to bathe and get changed.
cant decide what to wear..
in the end i think i wore so ugly can!
sad sad..
hate rushing!
but.. who ask me to have lousy time management.
met up with dre at tpy mrt.
headed to clarke quay to meet the rest of them.
party-ing!
open bottle.
drink and drink.
dance and dance.
i just lurve clubbing with my whole bunch of besties and friends!
but yet, somehow or rather im emo.
-sigh-
kana see thru my emo mood by thomas.
=/
mebe was thinking of my boy ba.
he dun sound happy when he called.
i know, who lyk their girls to go club.
cos girls are the ones who always kana "jia ba".
indeed i kana!
=S
so super angry..
but hais. clubbing its lidat.
but after that night, my conclusion is : i will onli club went there is any gathering or what. cos dancing with heels and dance non-stop is so so so tiring!
whahhaha*
plus im not those clubber. not those chiongster. cos actually i dun really lyk clubbing!
left the place feeling so shag at around 430.
took NR2 and reach 888 den cab home.
because im too dizzy and tired to walk home from there.
had a gud bathe and went to bed.
100207, Saturday
woke up at 730 by boy's morning call.
but i went back to slp.
in between woke up to reply johnson's sms.
finally wake up at 9 by xinhui's call.
im late for band practise!
thanks calvin for picking me up at yishun with my 3 lovely juniors.
((:
as usual. have to face a band of slackers.
have to do their marching recording. but yet, they are just so super slack can!
kinda disappointed..
too tired to scold them.
but i kana scolded "kao pei" by a idotic girl.
dun ever know who are u, if not u better watcha.
but..
i scolded nbcb back. cos i just hate ppl scold for no reasons.
there might be misunderstanding. cos mebe she not scolding me.
but.. i dun care.
spoilt my mood for the entire day.
cos i kana diao by ppl la.
idiotic!
wana be ah lian, i can be more lian lor..
@$#*&!(*#(^
sorry peeps.
really need to let it out..
went to LJS to eat lunch with von, xinhui, cheryl, timo, elvin, and a junior whom i dunno his name! =x
yummy!
i lurve potato salad and skin-on-potato!
hees*
headed to J8.
chilled at cafe cartel.
had strawberry milkshake and shared chocolate ice-cream with von.
shucks!
all sweet stuff.. fat fat me!!!
)):
had some talks and called up those ppl who actually said they wana join alumni. but in the end call le den no they are not free or not intrested.
-sigh-
anyway head to wdlands library after we left J8.
accompanied von to find her finance book.
founded! was so happy.
den went to shop.
bought 2 pairs of earrings. oh yah, i bought a princess belt and a ring at J8!
shopping is so nice!
hees*
den head to sembawang to shop for clothes. but nv buy any.
went to yishun for my temple session.
temple til 12mn.
can imagine how many ppl..
100207, Saturday
got home at 1.
bathe le. den online awhile den went to sleep.
slept til 1pm today! so shiok!
i lurve sleeping. especially having my precious beauty sleep.
((:
met up with von at 2 plus to shop for my CNY clothes.
bought 2 tops and one bottom.
bought some items from aries.
hees.
head to wdl to buy mac for my lil bro. and green apple milk tea for myself.
came online til now.
can imagine im stoning in front of the screen the whole evening.
so freaking sianz!
i wana go out!!!
2 weeks le.
yah.
14 days passed jus lidat.
i miss-ed*
i really do.
i haven seen him for 2 weeks. onli get to hear his voice thru all the calls we made.
i wonder what status we are in now.
i wonder how much i stand in his heart.
i really wonder if i should continue this way im walking now.
im lost. im afraid.
keeping myself busy. telling myself not to think and miss. but, he jus appear in my mind and even in my dreams.
think im really falling for him le..
but..
is he serious?
i dunno.
i simply miss him so much.
why do i always have to make the first move to call him..
-arrrgh-
im feelin so down now.
shucks!
pls dun cry!!!
haahahs*
*gonna be a lonely.valentine.
)):
boy, i just miss u soo..
hold me TIGHT:and NEVER let go-9:53 PM
Thursday, February 08, 2007
Ganster Love Story? I Don't Think So...
*Baby: i love you
-Thug: yeah i know everyone does!
*Baby: really?
-Thug: yeah... everyone of my friends that are girls tell me that everyday.
*Baby: oh... but am i only your friend?
-Thug: no... youre my girlfriend...why?
*Baby: so when i say i love you i really do mean it
-Thug: yeah i know you do mean it... its just that you dont need to tell me that you love me anymore cuz i know you love me since the day we been together and i love you more each and everyday.
*Baby: ......
-Thug: so wanna go somewhere tonight for our 7th anniversary?
*Baby: yeah... where?
-Thug: i dont know... maybe movie then dinner?
*Baby: ok.
-Thug: i'll pick you up after i get off from work while you go get yourself ready ok?
Baby: ok, but what time do you get off?
-Thug: in 2 hours time but then i gotta go home and yeah get ready, which takes about 15 to 20 mintues...
*Baby: eh... i thought you didnt have to work today?
-Thug: one of my co-workers called to say he's sick, so i have to replace him.
*Baby: oh okay! so i'll see you around 7:30 then?
-Thug: yeah! and babe...
*Baby: yeah?
-Thug: i love you
*Baby: i love you too!
-Thug: ok babe, my manager is like looking at me. so yeah.... i gotta go.
*Baby: ok bye!
-Thug: bye.
****************************
2 hours later...
the thug drives to his baby's house and walks up to the door and rings the bell.
*Baby: hey! (gives a kiss to herboyfriend)
-Thug: wassup... are you ready?
*Baby: um... wait... let me get my bag and we can go ok?
-Thug: ok.
they both watched a movie and ate dinner....
once they were done eating, they head back to the car.
but before she got into the car...
-Thug: wait! can i blind fold you?
*Baby: why??!
-Thug: its a suprise.
*Baby: what kind of suprise?
-Thug: a big one!!!
*Baby: okay but only if you promise me that you will hold my hand while you're driving.
-Thug: ok. i promise.
*Baby: ok blind fold me then.
so they drove off...........
and then they stoped at somewhere.
-Thug: ok we're here!
*Baby: where?
-Thug: wait.. let me walk you to the place!
*Baby: what place?
-Thug: somewhere! (and gives a kiss to her on the lips)
*Baby: babe!...
the thug walks her to the place..
-Thug: ok.... let me take the blindfold off.
*Baby: where are we?
he takes it off her and she opens her eyes and sees the view of the city and at that same spot where he first asked her to be his girl...
*Baby: OMG.... (tears come down)
-Thug: why are you crying?
*Baby: this is where you first asked me out...
-Thug: will you be with me for the rest of your life? (he asked on his knees and after he says that... behind him... in the air it says "will you marry me?" in firworks)
*Baby: (tears rolled down)
-Thug: i wasn't at work when you called me... i was planning all these.
*Baby: get up!
-Thug: yeah?
*Baby: (kisses him)
-Thug: is that a yes or a no?
*Baby: yes!
isnt it sweet?
how i wish this fairytale thingy will happen on me.
whahaha*
i sure will touched til siao and straight away say "I DO!".
=D
finished my presentation today.
was okays i guessed.
tml is the last day at work.
kinda bu she de..
but..
i dun think i will be kept back by them.
somehow or rather my reputation is not that gud anymore in there.
i miss. i sure will miss my mimi and nui nui. =//
-sigh-
nice memories and good times do flies.
its time to say goodbye le ba.
hope i wont tear tml.
hees*
GOOD LUCK for all O levels takers.
results will be out tomorrow.
dont worry juniors, its not a doom day for u people.
i will be praying for u all!
same goes for von. dont panic or nervous, cos u will get gud result too!
((:
everyone pls let this senior know how ur result okays.
i will be waiting.
clubbing tml!
*woo-hoo
MoS! i lurve clubbing.
gonna enjoy myself to the fullerest!
same goes for everyone.
must club and drink til siao tml!!
(((:
think i going off le.
having bad flu.
super tired also.
but..
haahs*
waiting for my boy's call..
anyway,
nights everyone!
*babe, i really miss-ed euu so muchies. )):
hold me TIGHT:and NEVER let go-10:16 PM
Tuesday, February 06, 2007
be my valentine. <3
will euu?
i really pray and hope that day wont be a lonely valentine.
but..
i already prepare for the worst le.
=//
i wana sum my past few days. but somehow im just so lazy.
jus so lazy to type.
sometimes it so hard to put my thoughts in words.
how i wish someone jus understand me so detail that i dun have to speak, he/she already know what im thinking le. ((:
like right now, there are so many questions in my mind.
i wished to ask. but yet i hold back.
i wished to know the truth but yet i scare to face the reality.
im jus so contradicting can..
arrrgh~
i dunno what im thinking.
sianz sianz sianz...
think i dun blog le.
wahaha*
boring me.
think i going bed soon liao.
duno why so tired and sleepy.
=/
before that. show 2 pics taken on sunday when i went shopping with my family.
((:
i like the second one.
dunno why also..
*miss-ed
hold me TIGHT:and NEVER let go-10:22 PM
Saturday, February 03, 2007
爱多少早知道
我的头发已全部剪掉
你指定的发型我现在不想要
我再也不会抱着你聊
聊那些以前以为有的未来
对你说的话
现在想起来多可笑
请你别太计较
早知道我会爱得受不了
就该随身带着一把剪刀
把所有我不爱的画面都去掉是否我会更好
早知道认识你像玩高空弹跳
拉扯你我爱的距离忽大忽小
也许认识我的时候你就知道
你对我的爱有多少
i lurve this song!
a song which can be found in Express Boy. ((:
very nice. but kinda sad..
bought tears to my eyes.
just keep listening to it when i found this song last night.
bought out some thoughts of mine.
its hard to explain.
all i wish now is to have euu right here giving me a big teddy hug.
i really really need a shoulder to cry on.
i dun wish to pretend to be happie anymore.
i dun wish to be bothered by simple stuff.
why cant i just get over it?
can someone just tell me what to do?
=//
* baby, all i want ish euu ___
hold me TIGHT:and NEVER let go-5:58 PM
Friday, February 02, 2007
Updates!
28 January 07 - 31 Janauary 07.
its been so long since i last blog le. =//
has been so busy with Sky@Eleven thingy.
last sunday was at showflat from 3pm to nearly midnight lor.
1st day got about 60 units sold. kinda chaotic. gotta write so many options. gotta sort things out after the showflat closes. and blah blah blah.
met up with my boy at YCK. he picked me up from there than bought me to mac. hees. ((:
den he sent me home after spending some time tog.
* thanks boy!
dragged myself to the work place the next morning at 7am.
started work by zapping doucments. gosh. can u imagine standing infront of the photocopier for more than 12hrs is a torture to me. and the freaking old machine keep on giving mi endless problem..
i nearly broke down crying..
becos of those agents keep rushing me and stuff. hais. i flare at them. shouted at them.. chasing them out of the office. leaving a bad impression to all my colleagues. im sorry guys! especially those associates who kana my temper that day.
* sorry people! =//
got home late again.took a cab home. cos kinda late le. and im already half-dead when they chased me home.
next morning went back there to sort out the options. from 10am to nearly 9pm, i was basically siting on the floor sorting out all those papers.
can forget about hunger. onli manager to eat at 4 plus. (that my lunch okays? got breakfast for myself but din have time to eat..)
i forgot about my final report submission is the next day! thanks to wen for calling me and remind me, if not i sure forget de lor.
rush home and started doing it til the very next day.
)):
went back office to have my stuff printed.
*thanks my dear jj for sending mi urs as a guideline. thanks mimi for preparing those documents for me to insert to my report. thanks alyssa for supporting me. ((: THANKS!!!
took a day off. went back school.
catch up with my besties! ((:
but never went out with them cos i needed to go home to have my beauty sleep.
whahaha*
1 February 07 - 2 February 07.
Yesterday dressed down. cos needed to help my department shift things as we changed to a new space, which is occupied by the R2 previously.
Sooo many things to move.. by the late afternoon, im already shag till dunno like what le.
but got tea break. lolx. went downstairs for a walk.
whahaha*
but im not used to the new place. feel kinda weird and lost.
just like the feeling i had when i first moved to my new house.
anyhow, i also left 1 week in this company.
actually i dun have to give a damn to what it is going to be ba.
but talking about it, i will miss some people here. especially my mimi and alyssa.
=//
back home, was finallising my design for the alumni membership card. thanks kor for helping me. especially the design for the t-shirt.
((:
yups, my 'creative director' post must let go if i dun work harder to improve my sense of design le.
haahs*
went to bed early cos im totally drained out after a week of "hard work".
=D
im so bored now can?!
that is why im here to blog sucha long entry when everyone else in the department is busy with theri own stuff.
haahs*
but the department who is in-charge of me is not around.
not a single soul.
trying to act busy with a guestbook infront of me.
=//
already have the kind of 'graudting' mood le.
how i wish today is the last day here.
i really cant wait for next friday..
3 more working days and im a free-bird le.
heehs*
sotong me, forget to bring my jacket out. and im now in office freezing cold lor.
brrrr~
1.5hr to go and i can go home le.
hees.
weekend!
okays.
think i end here le bah.
((:
* miss-ed __ especially ur hugs.
hold me TIGHT:and NEVER let go-3:09 PM
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