Sunday, December 31, 2006
GOODYBYE 2006! WELCOME 2007!
i should blog my last entry on this last day of the year 2006.
everything is gonna be a past tense.
leave those unhappiness and take those beautiful memories with euu.
a new year; a new begining!
gonna start a new chapter of my life-story.
lets mark this special day and start a brand new day!
((:
6 more hours..
yups.
just 6 more hours and we gonna step into a new year le.
nervous! =//
i got alot of wishes and dreams.
i have yet to plan my new year resoultions..
haahs*
anyhow,
my wiishes are simple.
hees.
=D
in the end not going out with my girls le.
cos they all got another half.
so, i dunwn be a lightbulb..
hence, i decided to join my brothers.
TOR. Treasure.Or.Regret.
yuppies.
got them, i will be happie too!
=D
*. girls, thanks for asking me along with euu. dun worry, i will be fine. u girls ba happie too and enjoy the night with ur lurve ones. i will be okays! dun forget my bros will keep me accompany just like ur do. sorry, i decide to stay with them cos i dunwn to spoil eveyone's mood by feeling jealous! wahaha* anyway, really thanks! u girls are my besties! u6 all the way~ .*
the above are specially delicated to my dear girls. no matter where are ur, i will be in ur heart! *touched right? may ur have a Happy New Year!!! we gonna be forever friends! muacks* <3
to all my friends out there :
HAPPY NEW YEAR!
hope everyone has a wonderful night. no matter ur at where, remember to enjoy urself!
if outside, do give me a ring. mebe we can meet up to chill~
anyway, mark down this day with a smile.
welcome the new year with a hug.
((:
remember to make a wish!
enjoy the fireworks later.
think its gonna be a nice one!!
yuppies.
looking foward.
okays okays.
no matter wad, everyone must be happie!
cheeze~
happy new year~!
woo-hoo~
i sound kiinda high now.
so i cant wait to see the fireworks.
hees*
thou might, i mean "might" feel a little empty..
but i wont let it affect my mood de.
yeah yeah!
going to prepare soon.
meeting them at 8+.
okays.
shall end here.
will blog after im back in the morning i guess.
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!
hold me TIGHT:and NEVER let go-5:40 PM
i wish im not alone.
can anyone make me feel better?
last week was christmas..
one more day, we gonna say goodbye to 2006 and welcome a lovely brand new year 2007!
feeling so lonely, especially during festive season.
used to be happy, happening..
but now, i wish i can just escape.
run away from all these festivals.
i hate seeing couples on street.
ya, i will jealous!
christmas, i manage to smile it over.
i manage to be happie and have a good time.
but.. i dun think anyone knows im actually feeling damm emo.
the places we went to, the things we did.. it really bought back all those memories.
yesh, i should forget him! his not worth my missing, my tears or my anything.
im trying, trust me.. im really doing my best to live with my own life.
ppl, one more day is new year le.
by them i must let myself move on happily.
and i want this person to get out of my life forever!!!
*Ganbette! Rain can do it de!
((=
did alot of blogging today.
think whole day at home really can bored me.
i shall sleep later now so i can wake up later.
meeting my girls in the evening.
but.. all bringing bf.
dre, i know u dunwn to forsake me.
im already very contented le.
thanks!
i know with ur around i wont feel lonnely.
just wish the special one can be around bah.
hope tml i will be happy.
someone pls decide for me : should i go drink with anne they all after the fireworks? or i go meet up my brother they all?
im an indecisive gerl, forver need help in getting a thing decided.
=//
took some photos of baby marcus!
hhis soo cute can. =D
really brighten up my day with his cute smile and laughter.
children are always so carefree, i wish i can be like them..
anyway, below are a few shots of him.
his so hard to coax to let mi take photo with him.
so all are snap shots.
*humpf. whats on his mind
he & his pacifier!
see his so happy! just so loveable.
sean.marcus.smith.
me & baby marcus.
___x feeling emo.
hold me TIGHT:and NEVER let go-1:16 AM
Saturday, December 30, 2006
为什么婚戒要带在无名指上 (Why Wedding Ring Should Put on The Forth Finger)
请照着步骤做，你会发现上天造人的奥妙! (Pls follow the steps below, you will realise that god make this a miracle.)
1、首先大家伸出两手，将中指向下弯曲，对靠在一起，就是中指的背跟背靠在一起。
(Firstly, show your palm, centre finger bend and put together back to back).
2、然后将其他的4个手指分别指尖对碰。
(Secondly, the rest 4 fingers tips to tips).
3、在开始游戏的正题之前，请确保以下过程中，5个手指只允许一对手指分开。
(Games begin, follow the below arrangement, 5 finger but only 1 pair can split).
下面开始游戏的正题。
(Try to open your thumb, the thumb represent parents, it can be open cause all human does go thru sick and dead. Which is our parents will leave us one day).
5、请大家合上大母指，再张开食指，食指代表兄弟姐妹，他们也都会有自己的家世，也会离开我们。
(Pls close up your thumb, then open your second finger, the finger represent brothers and sisters, they do have their own family which is too they will leave us too).
6、请大家合上食指，再张开小母指，小母指代表子女，子女长大后，迟早有一天，会有自己的家庭生活，也会离开我们。
(Now close up your second finger, open up your litter finer, this represent your children. Sooner or later they too will leave us for they got they own living to live)
7、那么，请大家合上小母指，再试着张开无名指。这个时候，大家会惊奇的发现无名指怎么也张不开，因为无名指代表夫妻，是一辈子不分离的。
(Nevertheless, close up your litter finer, try to open your further finger which we put our wedding ring, you will be surprise to find that it cannot be open at all. Because it represent husband and wife, this whole life you will be attach to each other).
真正的爱，粘在一起后，是永生永世都分不开的。
(Real love will stick together ever and forever)
在命相学上也是这样
大姆指代表父母 - Thumb represent your PARENTS.
食指代表兄弟 - Index finger represent your BROTHERS & SISTERS.中指代表自己 - Middle finger represent YOURSELF.无名指代表配偶 - Ring finger represent your PARTNER!小指代表子女 - Last finger represent your CHILDREN.after i tried, i was like "wow! thats amazing!"indeed explain why ring must be worn on the fourth finger.((:have fun.*. lurve
hold me TIGHT:and NEVER let go-5:46 PM
NAMES.
Does your name begin with: A
You are not particularly romantic, but you are interested in action. You mean business. With you, what you see are what you get. You have no patience for flirting and can't be bothered with someone who is trying to be coy, cute, demure, and subtly enticing. You are an up-front person. You often don't get hints & you ever pass any. Brains turn you on. You must feel that your partner is! Intellectually stimulating, otherwise you will find it difficult to sustain the relationship. You require loving, cuddling, wining, and dining to know that you're being appreciated. Your mate's physical attractiveness is important for you. You tend to be very practical, & not very emotional. Your choices are very good & can only lead to trouble. You are very self satisfied & egoistic.
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Does your name begin with: B
You give off vibes of lazy sensuality. You enjoy being romanced, wined, and dined. You are very happy to receive gifts as an expression of the affection of your lover. You want to be pampered and know how to pamper your mate. You are private in your expression of endearments and particular when it comes to love. You will hold off until everything meets with your approval. You can control your appetite & feelings. You require new sensations and experiences. You are willing to experiment.
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Does your name begin with: C
You are a very social individual, and it is important to you to have a relationship. You require closeness and togetherness. You want the object of your affection to be socially acceptable and good-looking. You see your lover as a friend and companion. You are very sensual, needing someone to appreciate and almost worship you. When this cannot be achieved, you have the ability to hold out on affection until you receive this... You are an expert at controlling your desires and doing without.
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Does your name begin with: D
Once you get it into your head that you want someone, you move full Steam ahead in your suit. You do not give up your quest easily. You are nurturing and caring. If someone has a problem, this turns you on. You are highly passionate, loyal, and intense in your involvements, sometimes possessive and jealous. You are very sharp & talented often with sense of humor. When people bother to look deep inside they cannot resist what they see. You are stimulated by the eccentric and unusual, having a free and open attitude. You get jealous of other people and lose your temper.
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Does your name begin with: E
Your greatest need is to talk. If your date is not a good listener, you have trouble relating. A person must be intellectually stimulating or you are not interested sexually. You need a friend for a lover and a companion. You hate disharmony and disruption, but you do enjoy a good argument once in a while-it seems to stir things up. You flirt a lot, for the challenge is more important. But once you give your heart away, you are uncompromisingly loyal. You will fall asleep with a good book. Sometimes, in fact, you prefer a good book to a lover.
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Does your name begin with: F
You are idealistic and romantic, putting your lover on a pedestal. You look for the very best mate you can find. You are a flirt, yet once committed, you are very loyal. You are sensuous and privately passionate. Publicly, you can be showy, extravagant, and gallant. You are a born romantic. Dramatic love scenes are a favorite fantasy past time. You can be a very generous lover.
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Does your name begin with: G
You are fastidious, seeking perfection within yourself and your lover. You respond to a lover who is your intellectual equal or superior, and one who can enhance your status. You are sensuous and know how to reach the peak of stimulation, because you work at it meticulously. You can be extremely active-never tiring out. Your duties and responsibilities take precedence over everything else. You may have difficulty getting emotionally close to people.
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Does your name begin with: H
You seek a mate who can enhance your zest for life, fun & everything. You seek for. You will be very generous to your lover once you have attained a commitment. You are very affectionate & very strong. Your gifts are actually an investment in your partner. Before the commitment, though, you tend to be very careful with your every move and equally cautious in your involvement's often as you believe that you have to look out for yourself. You are a sensual and patient lover. You will hold off till everything meets your full approval. You are a perfectionist, hard to satisfy and strong in your beliefs. Not influential, you always stand your ground. People can always count on you to stand by them in a crisis. You are a dreamer with / a passion for life.
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Does your name begin with: I
You have a great need to be loved, appreciated... even worshiped. You enjoy luxury, sensuality, and pleasures of the flesh. You like necking spend hours just touching feeling & exploring. You look for lovers who know what they are doing. You are not interested in an amateur, unless that amateur wants a tutor. You are fussy and exacting about having your desires satisfied. You are willing to experiment and try new modes of expression. You bore easily and thus require adventure and change. Your commitments don't last very long & you often tend to stray. Loyalty is not one of your strong points. You are more sensual than sexual, but you are sometimes downright lustful.
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Does your name begin with: J
You are blessed with a great deal of physical energy. When used for a good cause there is nothing to stop you, except maybe that they aren't always used for the good. (You could dance all night.) You respond to the thrill of the chase and the challenge of the mating game. You can carry on great romances in your head. At heart you are a roamer and need to set out on your own every so often. You will carry on long- distance relationships with ease. You are idealistic and need to believe in love. You have a need to be nurtured deep within.
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Does your name begin with: K
You are secretive, self-contained, and shy. You are very sexy, sensual, and passionate, but you do not let on to this. Only in intimate privacy will this part of your nature reveal itself. When it gets down to the nitty-gritty, you are an expert. You know all the little tricks of the trade, can play any role or any game, and take your love life very seriously. You don't fool around. You have the patience to wait for the right person to come along. You are very generous & giving, often selfless. You are kind-natured & sweet, which is found to be attractive by many. You are a good friend.
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Does your name begin with: L
You can be very romantic, attached to the glamour of love. Having a partner is of paramount importance to you. You are free in your expression of love and are willing to take chances, try new sexual experiences and partners, provided it's all in good taste. Brains turn you on. You must feel that your partner is intellectually stimulating; otherwise you will find it difficult to sustain the relationship. You require loving, cuddling, wining, and dining to know that you're being appreciated. "You require loving, cuddling, wining, and dining to know that you're being appreciated ".
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Does your name begin with: M
You may appear innocent, unassuming and shy; but we know that Appearances can lie. When it comes to sex, you are no novice but something of a skilled technician. You can easily go to extremes, though, running the gamut from insatiability to boredom with the whole idea of love. You can be highly critical of you mate, seeking perfection in both of you. It is not easy to find someone who can meet your standards. You have difficulty expressing emotions and drawing close to lovers. You are often selfish, thinking you are always right no matter what. You never give in. Winning is your prime desire- at any cost. You often forget friends and family and you live for the moment.
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Does your name begin with: N
You are emotional and intense. When involved in a relationship, you throw your entire being into it. Nothing stops you; there are no holds barred. You are all-consuming and crave someone who is equally passionate and intense. You believe in total freedom. You are willing to try anything and everything. Your supply of energy is inexhaustible. You want to be pampered and know how to pamper your mate. You also enjoy mothering your mate. You often have the greatest love affairs all by yourself, in your head. You are very imaginative.
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Does your name begin with: O
You are very interested in fun activities yet secretive and shy about your desires. You can re-channel much of your energy into making money and / or seeking us. You can easily have extended periods of celibacy. You are a passionate, compassionate lover, requiring the same qualities. From your mate, Love is serious business; thus you demand intensity, diversity and are willing to try anything or anyone. Sometimes your passions turn to possessiveness, which must be kept in check.
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Does your name begin with: P
You are very conscious of social proprieties. You wouldn't think of doing anything that might harm your image or Reputation. Appearances count. Therefore, you require a good-looking partner. You also require an intelligent partner. Oddly enough, you may view your partner as your enemy...a good fight stimulates those vibes. You are relatively free of hang-ups. You are willing to experiment and try new ways of doing things. You are very social and sensual; you enjoy flirting and need a good deal of physical gratification.
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Does your name begin with: Q
You require constant activity and stimulation. You have tremendous physical energy. It is not easy for a partner to keep up with you. You are an enthusiastic lover and tend to be attracted to people because of their ethnic groups. You need romance, hearts and flowers, and conversation to turn you on and keep you going.
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Does your name begin with: R
You are a no-nonsense, action-oriented individual. You need someone who can keep pace with you and who is your intellectual equal-the smarter the better. You are turned on more quickly by a great mind than by a great body. However, physical attractiveness is not very important to you. You have to be proved to be worthy for a partner. You have a need to prove yourself the best. You want feedback on your performance. You are open, stimulating & romantic.
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Does your name begin with: S
For you, it is pleasure before business. You can be romantically idealistic to a fault and is capable of much sensuality. But you never loose control of your emotions. Once you make the commitment you stick like glue. You could get jealous and possessive. You tend to be very selfish often regarding yourself as the only human being on the planet... You like being the centre of attention. You are very caring sensitive, private & sometimes very passive. You get turned on by soft lights, romantic thoughts. When it gets down to the nitty-gritty, you are an expert. You know all the little tricks of the trade, can play any role, or any game, and take your love life very seriously. You don't fool around. You have the patience to wait for the right person to come along. You are very generous & giving, often selfless. You are kind nature & sweet which is found to be attractive by many. You are a good friend.
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Does your name begin with: T
You are very sensitive, private & sometimes very passive. You like someone who takes the lead. You get turned on by music, soft lights & romantic thoughts. You fantasize & tend to fall in & out of love soon. When in love, you are romantic, idealistic, mushy & extremely. You enjoy having your senses & your feelings stimulated, titillated & teased. You are a great flirt. You can make your relationships fit your dreams, all in your own head. Once you put your mind to something you manage to stand by it and see your dreams through. You aren't very good at expressing your feelings. You like things your own way. You do not like change; you like to hold on to things. This may not always be good because if given an opportunity things may develop into great things. You work your way to the top. Attention must be given to what others say because even though you don't want to hear it their advice may turn out to save your life!
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Does your name begin with: U
You are enthusiastic & at your happiest when in love. When not in love you're in love with love and always looking for someone to adore. You see romance as challenge. You are a roamer & needs adventure, excitement freedom. You enjoy giving gifts & looking good. You are willing to put others feelings above yours.
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Does your name begin with: V
You are individualistic & you need freedom, space & excitement. You wait till you know someone well before committing yourself. Knowing someone means psyching her/him out. You feel a need to get into his / her head to see what makes him tick. You are attracted to eccentric types. You believe that age is no barrier. You are good at responding to danger, fear & suspense.
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Does your name begin with: W
You are very proud, determined & refuses to take no for an answer when it come to love. Your ego is at stake all the time. You are romantic, idealistic, often in love with love itself, not seeing your partner for who she or he really is. You feel deeply about love & tend to throw all of your self into a relationship. Nothing is too good for your lover. You like playing love games.
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Does your name begin with: X
You need constant stimulation because you get bored quickly. You can handle more than 1 relationship at a time with ease. You can't shut off your mind. You can do 2 things at once. You are very talented.
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Does your name begin with: Y
You are sensual & very independent. If you can't have it your way, you will forget the whole thing. You want to control your relationship which doesn’t work out too well. You respond to physical stimulation. However if you can make money you will give up the pleasures of the flesh for the moment. You have a need to prove yourself the best. You want feedback on your performance. You are open, stimulating & romantic.
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Does your name begin with: Z
You are very romantic but show feels that to love means to suffer. You wind up serving your mate & attracting people who have unusual trouble. You see yourself as a lover's savior.
is it true? does it reflects who you are now?
*__ puzzled.
hold me TIGHT:and NEVER let go-1:50 PM
Friday, December 29, 2006
WHAT's LURVE?
香烟爱上火柴就注定被伤害。
不要轻易说爱，许下的诺言就是欠下的债。
老鼠对猫说：‘我爱你’，猫说你走开。老鼠流泪走开，谁也没看见老鼠走后猫也流下了一滴泪。。。
其实。。有一种爱叫放弃！
一只风筝一辈子只为一根线冒险。。。
女人善变的是脸，男人善变的是心！！
在爱的世界里没有谁对不起谁，只有谁不懂得珍惜谁。。。
叶子的离开是 因为风的追求，还是树的不挽留？
一个人不孤单，想一个人才孤单！
佛说: “我渡有缘人，无缘人望我。有缘皆是无，无尽皆有缘”
不懂爱的恨```` 却深刻的知道恨的爱```
what's lurve?
can anyone defind lurve?
can anyone tell me..
why do ppl get hurt in the end?
i thought lurve is something sweet; romantic.
why it always hurts in the end..
i wiish..
i thought they will evalasting. i thought everything gonna goes well smoothly..
never will i thought the break-up news is so sudden.
how to be his sis..
-sigh-
i knw something happened, but never will i know its this issue.
and worse, the breakup is becos of a senstive issue, 'money'..
i dun knw the whole detail behind it.
but i knw my didi is suffering.
he's character is like mine..
even if he's sad, he will also pretend to be happy and ya.
-.-''
boy, i hope everything will be alright.
give each other some time to think it thru.
dun rush things.
take a break first bah.
if the 2 of ur still lurve each other, this r/s wont end this way de.
ganbette!
jie will be here for you.
cheer up.
lurrve sometimes do hurt.
but..
there is still nice memories left behind.
if its meant to be, den congrats.
if its not, den no point force things to work out.
if you lurve someone, you dun have to make him ur possession.
seeing someone you lurve happy, i think that is the most important thing bah.
i know..
its difficult to let go.
til now i still cant let go..
but..
i still struggle.
i already made the decision, i decided my path.
no turning back.
all i wish is a better future.
maybe i will regret down the road..
but..
what to do..
-sigh-
later got horror show again..
should i watch?
haahs*
later scare myself again.
actually kinda sleepy.
but..
dun wana waste this friday night sleeping, because i dunwn so fast wake up den realise its saturday le.
4 days break; long weekend again.
shall spend it wisely and to the fullerest!
=D
* __ ii wiish & pray..
hold me TIGHT:and NEVER let go-7:46 PM
Sick~!
help!
im sick..
down with flu; bleed nose; slight fever; cough
gosh~!
why am i so weak this year?
=//
i wana be healthier can?
nothing to do right now.
totaly did a 4 boxes of mailers envelops these 2 days.
morning was editing the floor plans den work on the mailer labels den did some jiapalang thingy here and there.
-sigh-
wanted to go home as im really not well le.. but dun think i can cos i have to wait for my colleague to come back office to help him move those calendars to his car.
aiyoyo~!
hope he faster come back den i can faster go home le. because no one in office. can say no one knws larh. but since i got nothing to do den might as well let mi go back rest..
-.-"
actually have been in a stoning mode since this morning.
a stupid lady was like a bull larh. dunno why need to run to the opp train lor. even if miss, wait a mintue or so another train will come.
she bang into me!
@$#%@^
flick her.
no apology. and her hubby even got the guts to stare at me can.
worse lor..
he should be glad that i din ask for aplogy lor.
whahaha*
oh yah, i reconnect my line le.
thanks to uncle bruce for the help.
haahs*
((:
reading cleo now.
wahaha*
liesel is soo nice. with her around, my office hour really flies.
((:
i lurve the peace in my department.
how i wish they can go for more holidays.
haha*
okays larh.
nthg to blog now.
hope i can go home soon.
* i miss-ed.
hold me TIGHT:and NEVER let go-2:02 PM
Thursday, December 28, 2006
HAPPY BIRTHDAY NICHOLAS!
*. happie birthday to euu~
*. happie birthday to euu~
*. happie birthday happie birthday~
*. happie to euu~!
happy 20th birthday!
=D
hope euu enjoy urself yesterday.
may all ur wishes and dreams come true!
have a happy day today.
yesterday after work, went to chinatown to meet viv, dre, anne & zach.
walk over to church street.
yesh.
church street is like 2 street across my building..
and i actually make a detour, or should i say i wasted my time travelling.
-.-"
cos i actually can walk over to the restaurant they going to dine in.
biefu; a combi of thai and jap food.
a place my colleagues are always going every after a few days.
((:
anyway,
had lotsa fun there.
eat, joke, sabotage nich, phototaking session.
happy!
i miss the noisy us!!!
the lady boss is very nice, gave nich an apple.
the apple look so real can, and its is actually an ice-cream.
-yummy-
spend some time talking, catching back those days.
walk awhile.
but it started raining!
)):
headed to raffles place mrt station.
took train together.
and one by one alight.
left me, who stay the furtherest away from everyone.
yishun was raining so heavily.
caught in the rain, now feeling a bit sicky.
-head spining-
euu leaving to thailand soon.
gonna take care of urself.
see euu on monday!
-praying- hope everything will be alright.
have a wonderful trip and enjoy urself!
worried me. my mind is in a mess when nich told mi taiwan is attack by earthquake.
i keep thinking if my girl is alright over there.
i cant sleep cos i'm worried.
-pray-
i will pray for ur safe return.
whole department to myself.
but grace is back cos she din went for the trip.
yups.
have been doing mailers the whole morning.
did a thousand over liao.
still got 5000 to go..
=//
but luckily la, they din assign me any job before they left.
okays.
gotta go for lunch liao.
((:
shall blog later.
hold me TIGHT:and NEVER let go-11:54 AM
Wednesday, December 27, 2006
Feeling Sooo.. Empty!
Gosh..
its onli 3.30.. Still got 2.5 hours to the end of the day.
i feel lyk going home.
i dunno why..
i just felt so lost and empty out of the sudden.
just lyk a part of me is missing..
isit because of ...
-sigh-
i dunno.
gonna be a lonely weekend; a boring holiday for me barh.
-.-"
my dear girl,
you shld be on the plane half way thru ur journey to Taiwan le barh.
promised to called you before you leave de. but, u din answer my call.
)): so sad!
* REMEMBER my pressies!
hear from u on new year's evem and hopefully we can meet after new year. ((:
tml my department going off to Phuket le.
gonna be alone in sucha big department.
-sigh-
feel lyk skipping work.
can ? should i?
cheeky.boy is also leaving tml to Thailand with his family le.
* REMEMBER my pressies! Gonna miss euu..
hope to meet up with euu after euu are back barh. ((:
my mr. pillar also leaving for Thailand on friday for his softball competition.
* Ganbette! Gud luck for ur game! Buy me pressies too!
haahs*
i very jia lat lei.
keep asking them to buy me pressies.
thats me! =D
my life is getting so dull.
anyone wana go momo tml?
or st james on the 1st jan?
haahs*
let me know barh.
just thinking of going..
not confirm..
-.-"
although now i blogging.
but i still dun feel any better..
i duno why!
just feel so pek chey and freaking emo right now!
-arrgh-
should i go later to meet them to celebrate nich's bdae?
i still cant make up my mind.
how i wish i can understand myself better.
behaving tis way is so scary.
help!
can someone just reach out the hand and save me?
think i should get back to work le.
if not..
haahs*
((:
hold me TIGHT:and NEVER let go-3:25 PM
Monday, December 25, 2006
Only.lOnely.
raining days.
windy night.
how i wishh euu were by my side.
emotional;
heartbroken;
weakling;
depression..
i duno what im facing now.
can someone just lead me along this dark long road?
i'm always hoping my besties around me can be happy, or even happier than i do.
because, as long as they are happy, i will be happy too!
i chose to bottle up my feelings and thoughts is because i dun wish my friends to be upset by me.
i know, its better to share thingys with them.
but..
they got their own worries.
i dun wish to add up burden.
but yet sometimes i wish someone is there to listen to me.
dun have to comment, dun have to say a word.
all i wish is someone there for me.
at least i wont feel that much empty..
din really make wishes for this xmas.
i dun dare to.
and i dun think my wish / wishes will come true..
i just hope.
hope to be a little happier than before.
just a little will do.
to: my dearest girl.
you know who u are.
girl, sorry..
i din make u feel at home.
somehow i neglect ur feelings.
i wana cheer u up,
but i just dunno how..
i feel so usless at that point of time.
i know u are holding back ur tears.
i understand how u feel and what u going thru.
because i went thru the same.
letting go may be a difficult task, to me its the hardest thing i ever did in my life.
but still i have to.
mebe both our cases are different.
the way we do things are different.
all i wish for is u are happy.
anything pls come to me.
i might not help, but at least there is someone to share ur woes with you.
girl, cheer up.
there's always a rainbow after the sun.
a step at a time, time will lead you to where you should belong.
-hugs-
muacks*
from: ur mama rain.
tish christmas isnt as lonely as what i've thought.
a bunch of brothers.
my dearest girl.
its enough to bring the joy.
thou i do feel sad at some point of time.
everywhere seems to bring back the memories of the 2 of us.
everywhere we went to seems to have the trance of our footsteps we used to leave behind.
at sucha romatic festive,
how would i not think of those times.
how would i not wish to have a "him" spending the night with me..
seeing my little bro and his gf.
somehow it touches my heart.
i wish and pray the 2 of them will be evalasting!
((:
Photos taken on X'Mas. 
*__ Me & Dre @ PS Foodcourt.
* __ Pink X'Mas & Us!
* __ Friends Forever.* __ Kor Kor & Mei Mei. <3
* __ at pool center. 
* __ me & morier. 
* __ me & khai.
* __ my reflection @ RP.
* __ anothoer shot while waiting for the gate to open.
* __ T.O.R
* __ me.* __ lurve tis shot.
hold me TIGHT:and NEVER let go-9:26 PM
Sunday, December 24, 2006
☆ °οο０ˍˍ▊ˍˍ☆ˍˍ
． ．★／＼︽﹨︽﹨︽☆︽＼．☆
☆． ／祝 ＼︽﹨︽﹨︽★︽＼°
☆ │聖 ║﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌│．▲
★ │誕快║ 田 ╭┬╮田│◢█◣
＠ │ 樂║ │││ ◢███◣
║╓╥╥╥☆ ● ● ╥★╥╥╥╥▊╖
╔╩╬╬╬╬ _/█_/█_╔╩╬╬╬╬╬╬
MERRY CHRISTMAS!
Ho! Ho! Ho!
Just a few more hours, and it will be X'Mas!
This year, it gonna be a different Christmas for me i guess..
Can the sky please stop raining?
I don't wish to have a drench night.
They say Christmas is a special & romantic day which a couple should spend with each other.
-hmmm-
where's mine?
*haahs. =D
Just drop a short entry to wish everyone a Merry X'Mas!
Cos by the time i get home, its either late night or early morning le..
Hope everyone has a wonderful & lovely night with ur friends, family or lurve ones.
* __ May Everyone's Wishes Come True.
* __ Hope Everyone Has A Better Year Ahead of Us!
* __ Lastly, WORLD PEACE!!
((:
Okays, i shall get going to prepare to go out le.
tata*
* santa where are u?
hold me TIGHT:and NEVER let go-5:38 PM
香烟爱上火柴就注定被伤害。
不要轻易说爱，因为许下的承诺就是欠下的债！
猫对老鼠说我爱你，
老鼠说你走开，
谁也没看见猫走后老鼠也流了泪。。
在爱情的世界里，
没有谁对不起谁，
只有谁不懂得珍惜谁！
遇到了真爱就不要轻易说离开！
要记得抓紧爱情，
而不是抓伤彼此的感情！
不要忘了真爱难寻。。
took this whole piece of nice wordings from jeremy's msn nick. meaningful to me.
find that he grow up le. maybe is what he went thru this few years bah.
totally different person.
*gambatei o!
must work hard for the future. you are sucha more nicer person now.
((: hee.
okays.what shall i blog today?not sure..was planning with my bros they all about what shall we do tml.and i had this plan : go changi see aeroplanes.hee.never really see aeroplanes fly off.silly me right?anyway,plan to meet then go down town.ya.with my bros sure wont sianz de la, so go where also can de.very long never hang out with them ever since that fishing trip. yeah!gonna have a different xmas this year i guess!-wink-long weekend.tend to sleep late at nights.*haahsgoona be a big fat panda tml liao..think i have to cut down on my eating liao..sure get fatter n fatter if i carry on tish way.-sigh-and i can forget about sliming down le.-.-"can i be more healthier.i hate havin flu.i dun like on-off fever.-sigh-okays.shall stop here..nites.((:*praying __
hold me TIGHT:and NEVER let go-12:01 AM
Saturday, December 23, 2006
why do u care?why are you so fake?!stop putting on a mask when you are talking to me.i dont need you concern.and you dun have to pity me..we are over! OVER!human is so scary. hypocrite i should say. you never know if he / she is doing something out from his / her heart.or, does he / she really treats you good for no special reason?putting on a mask, pretending to be the pray, end up his the predator himself.-sigh-why cant we just be real?whats the point of pretending to be good when you actually hate me to core?why?!dont need to pity me for the stage i am in now.why do you bother to talk cock with me when actually you just want a favour from me?come straight to the point would be better, i hate beating around the brushes.so the moment when i say "ya okays i help", you would say okays i gtg liao.haahs*isnt it damm obvious?-arrgh-i duno who you are..the person i knew from the start and the person i realise at the end is totally different!you have your reasons for doing things.i have mine too!things dont always goes your way.i still cant forget how you treat me thtat day.im just feel so silly.really..it just hurt to have that image flashing back in my mind.im totally disappointed.i already forgiven. but would i ever let myself forget?time will heal the wound i guess.i have my own life, you have yours.i dont care about yours, so please dont care about mine too..even if i have someone in mind, or i already have a new lurve..all are non of ur business.i dont have to report anything to you.im better off myself.thanks for your concern!i will return your stuff soon..im just letting all out..i dun wish to be unhappy.i dunwn to get affected by this person.alot of times i will think back.miss those days i should said.but..its time to let go.2007 is coming my way.its a good time to be a new ME!hope gud luck will be on my side.hee** all ii wished iis to be happiier__
hold me TIGHT:and NEVER let go-6:18 PM
You are The Sun
Happiness, Content, Joy.
The meanings for the Sun are fairly simple and consistent.
Young, healthy, new, fresh. The brain is working, things that were muddled come clear, everything falls into place, and everything seems to go your way.
The Sun is ruled by the Sun, of course. This is the light that comes after the long dark night, Apollo to the Moon's Diana. A positive card, it promises you your day in the sun. Glory, gain, triumph, pleasure, truth, success. As the moon symbolized inspiration from the unconscious, from dreams, this card symbolizes discoveries made fully consciousness and wide awake. You have an understanding and enjoyment of science and math, beautifully constructed music, carefully reasoned philosophy. It is a card of intellect, clarity of mind, and feelings of youthful energy.
What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.
true? i duno. have to let my friends see and compare if im like what the card had said.whats urs?
hold me TIGHT:and NEVER let go-1:28 PM
Supposingly, this blog entry should be sent last night.But..i fell asleep.Gosh!.how can?!haahs*guess i'm really shag after a day work.just woke up after a nice sleep.hee*MORNING!a week has pass.yesh! 2007 coming le.attachment ending soon.pray and wish i have a better year ahead of me!((:i've been feeding myself with sinful yummy this whole week. due to festive seasons, our department receive alot of gifts.gifts that are sinful! Monday - Coffee Bean cakes and puff. *Ate one apple struddle look-alike. Tuesday - Chocolate cake. *ate a slice. Wednesday - Choco Log Cake *ate a slice too. super yummy can. and its so nice! Thursday - Dark Choco Cake *ate a small slice. duper choco. Friday - *ate one yummy puff bought by liesel. see.. how sinful i am this whole week.
not onli that,
my daddy has been cooking yummy food.
aiyo..
really puttin lotsa weight le.
)):
this 2 weeks damm shag.
-sigh-
so many mailers to do.
completed 120 calendars on thurs
600+ invitation yesterday - with the help of 3 PEs & alyssa. ((:
gotta settle the rest of the calendars and 6000+ of mailers next week.
can die.
year end le.
next week my department going Phuket le.
my mei, Von going Taiwan.
"he" is going Thailand.
everyone leaving for oveaseas..
me lei?
-sigh-
stay in singapore and rot..imagine the whole department all to myself..gonna be super lonely i guess..super down.everything is just crushing on me.one thing after another.why i become so unlucky out of a sudden?-arrrgh-my handy line kana cancel.because of an overdue amt of $75.idiotic service provider.hate it la.should change to m1.at least they wun be so stingy i guess..-sigh-how am i going to live w/o my handy?*sob sobanyway think i end here first.a boring saturday!nua-ing at home again..*miss-ed..
hold me TIGHT:and NEVER let go-11:44 AM
Friday, December 22, 2006
| The Keys to Your Heart |
You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart.
In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.
You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.
Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage.
In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted. |
the above is the key to my heart.
quite true i guess.
especially the part where "you are afraid of marriage".
yups.
indeed..
i am.
maybe im still young to think about it bah.
(:
"You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance."
i ended my previous r/s is becos i felt this way..
haahs*
true true!
hees*
=D
lurve is indeed a huge committment.
i wish to find someone who is devoted just as i do.
nevermind,
no rush to find one.
enjoying life right now.
see what's the key to your heart now!
let me know too.
THANKS andy aka yasu!
((:
millions of thanks to revive my bloggie.
arigato!
hold me TIGHT:and NEVER let go-8:03 PM
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