Tuesday, November 28, 2006

what is happening to my life?
my life seems so dramatic everyday.
its so on and off thingy.
im suffocating. ;need a GOOD break!
i dun wana stay in fear always.
i *praying* for a better day!

seems when have i became so weak.
just feel so weakling.
cant even defend myself, nor im able to fight for my rights..
just who am i to everyone.
in everyone's eyes,
i really wonder how i stand and where do i stand.
i feel so unconfident then ever.

i do feel sad.
yesh, of cos i do!
im pretending, im putting a mask.
dun u feel that im different.
-sigh-
mebe u dun.
i have no choice.
i cant be crying over a spilled milk everyday.
thats not me..
i lurve smiles ;i hate tears.
till now u still dun understand.

*hidding is something which i will do when i dun face the fact. i know im sad. BUT.. there's just no tears dropping down. maybe, im really tired..*

am i not use to what i am now?
singlehood.
always been craving to be single when im attached.
but..
now i am single, yet i hope there is someone to lurve and care.
=/
i never regret making this decision.
maybe i will in the future.
but..
not for the moment i tink.
dun care if there is anyone who support / oppose my decision,
what done is done.
like i said, i wont cry over spilled milk.
" cheer up girl! "
these 3 words are what i said to myself every morning.
=)
get back to the cheerful rainy is all i wish for.

gosh.
im typing longer and longer le.
okays.
shall end here le.
gotta get back to my work le.
=))
shall blog again tonight.

_moody.rainy






hold me TIGHT:and NEVER let go-2:00 PM

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her` LuRvEs
#1lurve* My PRECIOUS Priince.Derviin
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#3lurve* All my be-lurve brothers, siistas & frenz!
#4lurve* singing -> lalalala~
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#9lurve* piggy; barbie; zhu
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#wiish1 >> DSC-T100/R ;Cyber-shot ;in RED
#wiish2 >> tube-dress & slipper from Dorothy Perkins
#wiish3 >> a few pairs of heels
#wiish4 >> a handbag from tomato can
#wiish5 >> MORE clothings & accessories~!
#wiish6 >> PUMA handbag
#wiish7 >> TAIWAN or HK trip with my PRECIOUS! (:
#wiish8 >> BIG front-face Watches
#wiish9 >> a sweet & memorable 20th Birthday!!!
#wiish10 >> have my own CLARINET
#wiish11 >> PINK PSP (:
#wiish12 >> HP laptop. =]


hher` SCREAMZ!


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the` SONG



VALENTINE
Performed by MARTINA MCBRIDE

If there were no words
No way to speak
I would still hear you
If there were no tears
No way to feel inside
I'd still feel for you

And even if the sun refused to shine
Even if romance ran out of rhyme
You would still have my heart until the end of time
You're all I need, my love, my Valentine

All of my life
I have been waiting for
All you give to me
You've opened my eyes
And showed me how to love unselfishly

I've dreamed of this a thousand times before
But in my dreams I couldn't love you more
I will give you my heart
Until the end of time...
You're all I need, my love, my Valentine

And even if the sun refused to shine
Even if romance ran out of rhyme
You would still have my heart until the end of time
'Cause all I need is you, my Valentine
You're all I need, my love, my Valentine

reminisce
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
April 2008


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