Tuesday, December 05, 2006

yesh!
counting down 46days.
i need to survive 46 more days and my stupid attachment is over!
wee~
cant wait for that friday to arrive lor..

just finish cleansing my face.
-wink-
super ai mei.
feeling so fresh and smooth now.
:))
like my skin.
wahaha*
but i have eyebags and dark circles!
i wana get rib of them..
help needed!!!

din really have a gud day.
was super busy.
tons of work thrown to me.
i wish i have more hands and brains.
have to finish keying 5 guestbook by this friday..
am i able to complete this task?
really feel so streess up!
arrrgh~~~
-sigh-
they treat mi like a maid i guess.
raining. i off work le. still need mi to bring them umbrella. just because they caught in rain and cant find people to fetch?
in the end im drenched and my shoes are soak!!!
kinda piss.
but what to do.
im an interim. they asked le. can i say no and turn them down?
i rather do den get bullied for the rest of my days in there.
today really got the urge to give up everything and MIA for awhile..
but..
i cant!

my entry are always full of winding. nagging. sadding stuff.
aiyoyo.
when can i improve on my bloggings?
haahs*
will try harder de.
=x

i wana go overseas.
mebe to taiwan or hongkong.
mebe next year after i graduate.
anyone wana join me?
pls tell mi..
dun wana go alone.
in pair or groups.
hees*

anyone wana go zoo?
my last visit there should be donkey years ago le ba.
when im in primary school?
i cant remember!
haahs*
i wana go again.
mebe during weekends / long festive break / after my attachment.
hees*
wana get back my childhood memories.

wana use some colour to express what i saw today.
but..
dunno what to use.
another case of MRT jump-off accident.
my daddy called at 8 to ask me detour. ;avoid the route to marina.
cos there's an accident at yishun!
-sigh-
but..
due to my stubborness and laziness, i decide to board the train travelling to yishun.
yups.
delayed for 10mins as announced.
reached yishun.
suddenly have a slight jam on the brake.
thought what happen. but think the driver also scare ba.
next thing i know is the door open.
the seal area with the covered body i guess if i nv see wrongly, cos im sitting and ppl are just moving into the train asap.
was kinda sadden by the accident.
early morning and my heart felt so heavy.
thinking why.
why chose this path.
why end the precious life this way..
2 days back was a 25years old guy jump-off admiratly.
-sigh-
is jumping off mrt track a trend?
duno..
im puzzled.

i once did of ending my life too.
but..
i cant bare.
the lurve ones around me.
i cant leave them behind..
i cant find a gud way to end my life too.
every suicide way seems so scary to me.
in the end i give up the idea and decide to move on.
why end it when my time is not even up yet.
im still young.
not even half a decade on this earth.
i still got a lot of things left undone.
true,
there are things which cant be solve or no one can help.
but..
i believe once u have faith in yourself, there is nothing impossible.
as the word impossible already tells u " I'M POSSIBLE ".
who's there to help when u already give up on urself when others haven.

i chose my own life.
i decide my path.
if i fall, i pick myself up and move on.
if im hurt, its okays.
at least i know its pain and i will learn to be xtra careful the next time.
be happy is all i wish for now.
no worries and no troubles.
im still young.
life in front of me is still so far away.
i wana see the rainbow after the rain.
i have to be strong to carry on walking the path i have chosen.
wish me luck.
i might come to a dead end, but at least i try and i make it to an end.
if i come to another junction, den gud luck to mi.
i have to make a decision and move on to the next place.

kinda nonsense liao.
got drench.
hope im okays.
think i end here le.
getting boring i guess.

* ii wiish.




hold me TIGHT:and NEVER let go-9:40 PM

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*. Rain. //EmoPrincess

*. 20ty

*. 25th July 19Eighty-Seven

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her` LuRvEs
#1lurve* My PRECIOUS Priince.Derviin
#2lurve* My HAPPY famiily - The LAU's Famiily
#3lurve* All my be-lurve brothers, siistas & frenz!
#4lurve* singing -> lalalala~
#5lurve* taking photos - i'm the foto freak
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#7lurve* candies ; sweets ; lollipop
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the` WiishLiist
#wiish1 >> DSC-T100/R ;Cyber-shot ;in RED
#wiish2 >> tube-dress & slipper from Dorothy Perkins
#wiish3 >> a few pairs of heels
#wiish4 >> a handbag from tomato can
#wiish5 >> MORE clothings & accessories~!
#wiish6 >> PUMA handbag
#wiish7 >> TAIWAN or HK trip with my PRECIOUS! (:
#wiish8 >> BIG front-face Watches
#wiish9 >> a sweet & memorable 20th Birthday!!!
#wiish10 >> have my own CLARINET
#wiish11 >> PINK PSP (:
#wiish12 >> HP laptop. =]


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the` SONG



VALENTINE
Performed by MARTINA MCBRIDE

If there were no words
No way to speak
I would still hear you
If there were no tears
No way to feel inside
I'd still feel for you

And even if the sun refused to shine
Even if romance ran out of rhyme
You would still have my heart until the end of time
You're all I need, my love, my Valentine

All of my life
I have been waiting for
All you give to me
You've opened my eyes
And showed me how to love unselfishly

I've dreamed of this a thousand times before
But in my dreams I couldn't love you more
I will give you my heart
Until the end of time...
You're all I need, my love, my Valentine

And even if the sun refused to shine
Even if romance ran out of rhyme
You would still have my heart until the end of time
'Cause all I need is you, my Valentine
You're all I need, my love, my Valentine

reminisce
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
April 2008


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