Monday, December 25, 2006

Only.lOnely.
raining days.
windy night.
how i wishh euu were by my side.
emotional;
heartbroken;
weakling;
depression..
i duno what im facing now.
can someone just lead me along this dark long road?
i'm always hoping my besties around me can be happy, or even happier than i do.
because, as long as they are happy, i will be happy too!
i chose to bottle up my feelings and thoughts is because i dun wish my friends to be upset by me.
i know, its better to share thingys with them.
but..
they got their own worries.
i dun wish to add up burden.
but yet sometimes i wish someone is there to listen to me.
dun have to comment, dun have to say a word.
all i wish is someone there for me.
at least i wont feel that much empty..
din really make wishes for this xmas.
i dun dare to.
and i dun think my wish / wishes will come true..
i just hope.
hope to be a little happier than before.
just a little will do.

to: my dearest girl.
you know who u are.
girl, sorry..
i din make u feel at home.
somehow i neglect ur feelings.
i wana cheer u up,
but i just dunno how..
i feel so usless at that point of time.
i know u are holding back ur tears.
i understand how u feel and what u going thru.
because i went thru the same.
letting go may be a difficult task, to me its the hardest thing i ever did in my life.
but still i have to.
mebe both our cases are different.
the way we do things are different.
all i wish for is u are happy.
anything pls come to me.
i might not help, but at least there is someone to share ur woes with you.
girl, cheer up.
there's always a rainbow after the sun.
a step at a time, time will lead you to where you should belong.
-hugs-
muacks*
from: ur mama rain.

tish christmas isnt as lonely as what i've thought.
a bunch of brothers.
my dearest girl.
its enough to bring the joy.
thou i do feel sad at some point of time.
everywhere seems to bring back the memories of the 2 of us.
everywhere we went to seems to have the trance of our footsteps we used to leave behind.
at sucha romatic festive,
how would i not think of those times.
how would i not wish to have a "him" spending the night with me..
seeing my little bro and his gf.
somehow it touches my heart.
i wish and pray the 2 of them will be evalasting!
((:


Photos taken on X'Mas.


*__ Me & Dre @ PS Foodcourt.


* __ Pink X'Mas & Us!


* __ Friends Forever.

* __ Kor Kor & Mei Mei. <3


* __ at pool center.


* __ me & morier.


* __ me & khai.


* __ my reflection @ RP.


* __ anothoer shot while waiting for the gate to open.


* __ T.O.R


* __ me.

* __ lurve tis shot.

hold me TIGHT:and NEVER let go-9:26 PM

skyward
PLEASE READ THESE TERMS:

[#o1] welcOme tO mOii blOggiie~
[#o2] dO nOt riip anythiing Off!
[#o3] what's here shall remains here.
[#o4] tag befOre euu leave =)
[#o5] nO vulgarities!
[#o6] please leave if you're unhappy..



the` PRiNCESS
*. Rain. //EmoPrincess

*. 20ty

*. 25th July 19Eighty-Seven

*. Leo

*. Graduated! // Full-time Princess (:

her` LuRvEs
#1lurve* My PRECIOUS Priince.Derviin
#2lurve* My HAPPY famiily - The LAU's Famiily
#3lurve* All my be-lurve brothers, siistas & frenz!
#4lurve* singing -> lalalala~
#5lurve* taking photos - i'm the foto freak
#6lurve* blue roses & pink tulip
#7lurve* candies ; sweets ; lollipop
#8lurve* sleeping -> (^(oo)^)zZzZ
#9lurve* piggy; barbie; zhu
#10lurve* strawberry cheese cake ice-cream! yums!
#11lurve* hellokitty, EEYORE & monokuroboo.

the` WiishLiist
#wiish1 >> DSC-T100/R ;Cyber-shot ;in RED
#wiish2 >> tube-dress & slipper from Dorothy Perkins
#wiish3 >> a few pairs of heels
#wiish4 >> a handbag from tomato can
#wiish5 >> MORE clothings & accessories~!
#wiish6 >> PUMA handbag
#wiish7 >> TAIWAN or HK trip with my PRECIOUS! (:
#wiish8 >> BIG front-face Watches
#wiish9 >> a sweet & memorable 20th Birthday!!!
#wiish10 >> have my own CLARINET
#wiish11 >> PINK PSP (:
#wiish12 >> HP laptop. =]


hher` SCREAMZ!


her` LiNKS
x[mOi`webby]x

x[AlexTheRETARD*]>x
x[AnnE]x

x[Becca]x
x[bErtiNa]x

x[Dre]x

x[fArAh]x

x[gEkPenG]x

x[JiaJin]x

x[kAmiyAh]x

x[LeOnG]x

x[miKi;diDi]x

x[NBSS Concert Band]x
x[NBSS Alumni Band]x

x[ReGina]x
x[ReiZo]x

x[SeokYu]x
x[SeRinA]x
x[ShiRin]x

x[ tiFfAny]x
x[tHoMaS]x

x[XiNhUe]x
x[XiNhUi]x

x[yH]x
x[YS]x
x[yuLinG]x
x[yUn]x


the` SONG



VALENTINE
Performed by MARTINA MCBRIDE

If there were no words
No way to speak
I would still hear you
If there were no tears
No way to feel inside
I'd still feel for you

And even if the sun refused to shine
Even if romance ran out of rhyme
You would still have my heart until the end of time
You're all I need, my love, my Valentine

All of my life
I have been waiting for
All you give to me
You've opened my eyes
And showed me how to love unselfishly

I've dreamed of this a thousand times before
But in my dreams I couldn't love you more
I will give you my heart
Until the end of time...
You're all I need, my love, my Valentine

And even if the sun refused to shine
Even if romance ran out of rhyme
You would still have my heart until the end of time
'Cause all I need is you, my Valentine
You're all I need, my love, my Valentine

reminisce
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
April 2008


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