Tuesday, January 02, 2007
lost; lonely
who's here to help?
i wish i can have someone to guide me thru.
this path seems so difficult to walk..
im losing my way.
i dun have the strength to carry on.
just how far more do i have to walk til i can see the castle of my own?
i wana give up..
i wish to walk no more.
after so long..
i finally cried.
i finally able to let out all my woes which i kept deep down in me.
1 month plus..
has been trying hard to put on a smile..
but tonight i dun think im able to hold it anymore..
who knows im hurt?
where are u when i need a shoulder to lean on?
why i cant just have someone to be with mi when i feeling down..
why must i always hide in a corner of the dark room, hug my knees and cry..
all i wish for is a hug.
i yean for a hug; a shoulder for me to cry on..
yesh im a bitch!
whatever i do is all wrong.
why do i bother to leave a gud image of myself when this is how u judge me.
all i do is act.
trying to let u pity me.
yups.
im nothing but nothing..
i once miss..
i did regret a little..
but now, NO!
say you?
thought u not scare people say you..
thought u dun give a damm to people who say stuff behind you?
why now accuse me of saying things of you..
why blame me when ur friends left you?
arent i lose my friends too when im with u for the past 2years?
do you think i still have much friends?
so funny lor..
i really never expect you are those "extreme" guys.
imagine taking back all the stuff.
-.-"
then why not you return back my tears and blood that i had tear and bleed for you in the past 2 years?
and can you please return me the lurve and time that i had put in this relationship too!
since you wan be calculative, carry on.
i wont say you are a jerk nor bastard.
no point saying le.
i dun give a damm how people see me.
me is me. if you dun like then dun get near me; go far far away!
right now, i wana shout out :
I HATE YOU~ I NEVER REGRET BREAKING UP WITH YOU BECAUSE LEAVING YOU MAKE ME REALISE THE "REAL" YOU!!! YOU ARE A MONSTER! I WILL NEVER FORGET WHAT YOU DID TO ME THAT DAY! I HATE YOU!!!!
i know no one can help me.
i dun think anyone bothers.
feel like going away..
will anyone notice my presence if im gone for just a day?
anyway..
dun feel lyk bloggin le..
my mind is in a big mess.
it din starts my new year well..
*. do euu know im deeply hurt; i cried..
hold me TIGHT:and NEVER let go-11:06 PM
skyward
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her` LuRvEs
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The LAU's Famiily
#3lurve* All my be-lurve brothers, siistas & frenz!
#4lurve* singing -> lalalala~
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#wiish1 >>
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#wiish2 >> tube-dress & slipper from
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#wiish3 >> a few pairs of
heels
#wiish4 >> a handbag from
tomato can
#wiish5 >>
MORE clothings & accessories~!
#wiish6 >> PUMA
handbag
#wiish7 >>
TAIWAN or
HK trip with my PRECIOUS! (:
#wiish8 >> BIG front-face Watches
#wiish9 >> a sweet & memorable
20th Birthday!!!
#wiish10 >> have my own
CLARINET
#wiish11 >>
PINK PSP (:
#wiish12 >>
HP laptop. =]
hher` SCREAMZ!
her` LiNKS
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the` SONG
VALENTINE
Performed by MARTINA MCBRIDE
If there were no words
No way to speak
I would still hear you
If there were no tears
No way to feel inside
I'd still feel for you
And even if the sun refused to shine
Even if romance ran out of rhyme
You would still have my heart until the end of time
You're all I need, my love, my Valentine
All of my life
I have been waiting for
All you give to me
You've opened my eyes
And showed me how to love unselfishly
I've dreamed of this a thousand times before
But in my dreams I couldn't love you more
I will give you my heart
Until the end of time...
You're all I need, my love, my Valentine
And even if the sun refused to shine
Even if romance ran out of rhyme
You would still have my heart until the end of time
'Cause all I need is you, my Valentine
You're all I need, my love, my Valentine
reminisce
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
April 2008
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