went to see the doctor todae.
=x
down with cold. dignosed with sensitive nose.
-sigh-
how i wish i have 2 days MC instead of one.
can i request for another day?
is not i wana "geng".. just that i wish-ed* to attend tml's alumni committee meeting in the morning.
)):
i already miss-ed* the band practise on sat due to my lost of voice.
how how?
someone tell mi what should i do.
1) go back to the clinic to get one more day MC. 2) go to work and miss the meeting.
two choices onli..
dun ask me to follow my heart.
cos deep down in me, i don even know which choice to make.
wana go back office cos i wana clear the work which has piled up for today. and im still under probation. donwn my boss to think i have the tenancy to miss work lyk what i did during my 6mths attachment. =//
yet i wish-ed* to go back sch so much..
haiyo..
lyk what ben.ben says, im decisive but yet contradicting.


haven take my medication yet.
one spray for my nose. a cough syrup. tablets for my allergic condition in the morning. and some pain-killers.
tootpid me right. or should i say stubborn me.
seen the doctor but just dunwn to take medicine.
=x


somethings happened last night at home.
got so freak out that i scared kor kor!
=//
sorry.
went out to hunt for my missing lil bro.
chatted alot. have deep thoughts again.
how i wish-ed* whatever happened are all dreams.
but.. i know they arent.
i pray everything will be alright.
can i handle everything well.
should i carry on with my plans?
i dunno.
really wish to have a good cry.
somehow i cant take it anymore.
hate myself for pretending to be alright.
trying hard to make myself drunk.
gosh~!
i donwn to go back to the past.
the girl who doesnt knows what she's doing at that point of time.
donwn to be the silly girl who hurt herself to forget what is pain.
donwn to have depression again!
it took me so hard to get over it..
where are euu when i need euu?
in the end im just all alone again..


陈绮贞-还是会寂寞
曲:陈绮贞词:陈绮贞


早已忘了想你的滋味是什么
因为每分每秒都被你占据在心中
你的一举一动牵扯在我生活的隙缝
谁能告诉我离开你的我会有多自由
也曾想过躲进别人温暖的怀中
可是这么一来就一点意义也没有
我的高尚情操一直不断提醒着我
离开你的我不论过多久还是会寂寞
别对我小心翼翼
别让我看轻你
跟着我勇敢的走下去
别劝我回心转意
这不是廉价的爱情
看着我对我说真爱我

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#1lurve* My PRECIOUS Priince.Derviin
#2lurve* My HAPPY famiily - The LAU's Famiily
#3lurve* All my be-lurve brothers, siistas & frenz!
#4lurve* singing -> lalalala~
#5lurve* taking photos - i'm the foto freak
#6lurve* blue roses & pink tulip
#7lurve* candies ; sweets ; lollipop
#8lurve* sleeping -> (^(oo)^)zZzZ
#9lurve* piggy; barbie; zhu
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#11lurve* hellokitty, EEYORE & monokuroboo.

#wiish1 >> DSC-T100/R ;Cyber-shot ;in RED
#wiish2 >> tube-dress & slipper from Dorothy Perkins
#wiish3 >> a few pairs of heels
#wiish4 >> a handbag from tomato can
#wiish5 >> MORE clothings & accessories~!
#wiish6 >> PUMA handbag
#wiish7 >> TAIWAN or HK trip with my PRECIOUS! (:
#wiish8 >> BIG front-face Watches
#wiish9 >> a sweet & memorable 20th Birthday!!!
#wiish10 >> have my own CLARINET
#wiish11 >> PINK PSP (:
#wiish12 >> HP laptop. =]




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VALENTINE
Performed by MARTINA MCBRIDE

If there were no words
No way to speak
I would still hear you
If there were no tears
No way to feel inside
I'd still feel for you

And even if the sun refused to shine
Even if romance ran out of rhyme
You would still have my heart until the end of time
You're all I need, my love, my Valentine

All of my life
I have been waiting for
All you give to me
You've opened my eyes
And showed me how to love unselfishly

I've dreamed of this a thousand times before
But in my dreams I couldn't love you more
I will give you my heart
Until the end of time...
You're all I need, my love, my Valentine

And even if the sun refused to shine
Even if romance ran out of rhyme
You would still have my heart until the end of time
'Cause all I need is you, my Valentine
You're all I need, my love, my Valentine


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