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Wednesday, March 21, 2007

miss-ed*

the image of him started flashing back to my mind.

listening to the songs we used to sing and hum.

stepping on the ground in malls where we once left our footprints behind.

watching muvees at those threaters we use to watch our muvees..

-sigh-

i start to miss him again!

=//

i thought i long-ed* forget about him le.. but now i know i haven!

im being silly all the while.

thinking i can handle everything on my own.

wishing keeping myself busy with work and school stuff i will keep my mind from running away.

but.. whenever it comes to those quiet moment, especially at night, i will start to have flashback of the past.

that day i tear-ed because i thought of him.

i din cry-out-loud becos i dunwn to scare my fren.

i dunwn to reveal the weakest side of me.

ya.

i wish i can go for a brain-washing session.

how i wish the memory for that 2years can just be erased from my brain.

hais*

can i overcome it?

its been 4mths le.

his moving on well with his life.

but.. am i moving on too?

this path i chose it myself. obviously i have to carry on walking til i come to an end.

no matter the path is the right one or the wrong one, i do hope there is someone to support me thru.

my life did changed a little after we both went on seperate ways.

some part of my life seems so different without him around.

i have to get over it. i have to get use to being alone after 2years.

til now it seems so tough..

seeing other couples tog so sweet i do get envious.

i really really miss-ed*

but..

i wont want to go back or turn back times now.

everything will be so different; things wun be the same as before le.

and i doubt he will want too.

very long neber update le.

more than a week neber blog.

thanks to those pals who keep visiting my blog and tag.

((:

touch-ed*

was at Pavilion 11 showflat last week.

weekend gonna get burnt this week! =//

have to go down to The Trillium showflat. its LAUNCHING soon!

location: opp Great World; near to Zouk!

wahahaha*

imagine can go clubbing after work.

-wink-

getting along well with my 2 retards!

lurve them to bits.

they are 2 IO students from SP.

thou onli know them for 1mth but we seems to click!

hees*

xuemin and alex, euu girls brighten up my day in office!

its GREAT knowing euu 2!!!

friends come and goes.

i appreciate and treasure those who respect and treasure me.

but..

what to do with those that dun even there to let others know we are friends?

whats wrong being a friend of yers? i mean why must we behave so secretive? why so scare ppl find out?

hahas*

okays. its kinda complicated. i also dunno how to say about the stupid friendship of ours.

i craving for mango-pudding!

TOOTPID KENJI~!

his making me crazy.

trying to tempt me with his mango puddin!

so angry!!! =S

-humpf-

okays.

off to chat with my Queen of RETARD-ED!

=DD

will blog again.

hees.

nights peeps!

/* sweetz; darlings; i miss-ed* my dearest shawn!

hold me TIGHT:and NEVER let go-11:25 PM

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the` SONG

VALENTINE
Performed by MARTINA MCBRIDE

If there were no words
No way to speak
I would still hear you
If there were no tears
No way to feel inside
I'd still feel for you

And even if the sun refused to shine
Even if romance ran out of rhyme
You would still have my heart until the end of time
You're all I need, my love, my Valentine

All of my life
I have been waiting for
All you give to me
You've opened my eyes
And showed me how to love unselfishly

I've dreamed of this a thousand times before
But in my dreams I couldn't love you more
I will give you my heart
Until the end of time...
You're all I need, my love, my Valentine

And even if the sun refused to shine
Even if romance ran out of rhyme
You would still have my heart until the end of time
'Cause all I need is you, my Valentine
You're all I need, my love, my Valentine

reminisce

November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
April 2008

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