Friday, April 18, 2008
ima feeling so hurt now. ive been crying ever since i saw that blog entry. am i over-sensitive? am i thinking too much? i should trust him right? i shouldnt question him about that right? someone tell me.. tell me am i wrong?
i shouldnt have gone blog-browsing. i shouldnt be so nosy and look around. what did i get? hurt! my heart sanks when i read those words. my heart breaks when i carry on reading.. nothing can cheer me up right now..
thanks! i know eu order mac for me, with my fave strawberry sundae. but.. i dun feel like having anything. i got no appetite to enjoy my fave food. i feel so sick now. i feel like puking. i having bad gastric.
thing hasnt been good for me recently. out of job. now this. fcuk! what have i done? i did so much for him. i gave up so much. i look forward to all those bright future with eu. i have been planning how to celebrate ure bdae for eu. i want all the best just for eu. why do i have to see those stuff. why cant i pretend nothing has happened? ima telling myself is all fake. im seeing double. its not eu. but i cant..
i cant calm myself down at all. i cant be alone for any second. all i want is a simple life with just eu & me. with eu around ima the most blessed lady in this world. i dunwn my dreams to be shuttered by all this fcuking shit. i trust eu, but why do eu have to hurt me in this way.. i agree im playful at times where i wana go drink, go club. but i can say i really giving up all these for eu as i know eu hate it so much.
i have noone to turn to now. ima feeling so lost now. i falled deeply for eu. but please dun throw me away. its hurt when eu bring up the "breakup" thingy. i wana say okay, fine. but i cant. cos i know i wont feel good letting eu go. cos i dunwn to let go of what i have of eu. i have so much memories of eu. i jump into this r/s with eu cos i know eu are the one. i dunwn to end everything just like that. i dunwn to let go of what i have build up with eu, for eu.
please dun..
hold me TIGHT:and NEVER let go-8:22 AM
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VALENTINE
Performed by MARTINA MCBRIDE
If there were no words
No way to speak
I would still hear you
If there were no tears
No way to feel inside
I'd still feel for you
And even if the sun refused to shine
Even if romance ran out of rhyme
You would still have my heart until the end of time
You're all I need, my love, my Valentine
All of my life
I have been waiting for
All you give to me
You've opened my eyes
And showed me how to love unselfishly
I've dreamed of this a thousand times before
But in my dreams I couldn't love you more
I will give you my heart
Until the end of time...
You're all I need, my love, my Valentine
And even if the sun refused to shine
Even if romance ran out of rhyme
You would still have my heart until the end of time
'Cause all I need is you, my Valentine
You're all I need, my love, my Valentine
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